Escapism

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2011-06-08T12:22:00.000-07:00

Moved to Tumblr, oughta give it a try.

This Sorrow

2011-01-30T10:06:00.000-08:00

I wish to embrace this pain
I have inside
Share you bits of my heart
so that yours can glow

It's hard, I know
Perhaps I'm wrong
Come on, guide me within the lines
Let me into your soul

With all these flickering thoughts in my head
wondering if you might teach me how to cry
teach me how is it feel to lose again
and tore my last strength to fight

you play with my faith, my sorrow, my hope
the wall so thick I can't even cope

don't you see?
I was there
don't you see?
I stood there
don't you see?
I waited there

For you
Something I don't even know what it's worth of

Stupidity

2011-01-14T09:23:00.000-08:00

I've put my anger down,
There its on the cement floor,
Take it, lock it somewhere I don't know,
Then perhaps I wouldn't have to go through this stupid feeling anymore,
Ahh..go ahead and run!
The remedy of a young heartless child.

Hilang 2

2011-01-03T17:59:00.000-08:00

Inilah hakikat manusia
Perlu merasa hilang
Untuk sedar apa yang disayang

Hilang

2011-01-03T17:37:00.000-08:00

Bila engkau duduk sejenak seorang diri
Melayan kerenah akal yang tak menjana
Punah semua manis dan apa yang sempurna
Cuba dan cuba lagi untuk berfikir
Tapi soalnya nak ke mana?

Sungguhpun semua ada hikmah di sebaliknya
Tapi tika hati ini dah penat
Badan ini dah melarat
Sendiri pun tak mampu menanggung

Kita hidup ni seorang ja sampai mati
Kata ada teman tapi segelintir
Kata ada kasih itu lebih sukar dicari

Aku silap
Aku salah
Aku yang tak elok budi pekerti
Silap aku yang tak mengerti
Salah lagi berharap dengan mereka ni

1909

2010-09-19T07:51:00.000-07:00

happy nineteen-ohh-nine-ohh-ten

Maybe One Day :)

2010-09-03T13:02:00.000-07:00

Backpacking Around Europe Lyrics

We question what we are
This I spent the best so far
And I miss you
When we're apart

I... I barely even know you
You rarely do this too
I don't usually talk to strangers
Until I met you

CHORUS:
And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
We are proud to know to not to know
That we are strong enough to let it go
And this feeling shall last
This feeling shall last
I could be a thousand years apart
And you always have my heart

Well this has been nice
We'll meet again sometime
But I can't promise you
'Coz I'm flying away

When I'm (on) top of some building
In?
With the lovely view
I'll think of you

(Chorus)

We're going that backpack intrigue
We're traveling around Europe
And 7 different languages
And learn how to say Hello
Oh will you do stop by the Eiffel Tower
We'll drive around Rome
Before we head on home

It's a small world darling
And we are still young
We might be so far away
We might just meet again someday

(Chorus)

The List

2010-07-16T18:09:00.001-07:00

And so today I've made a list of things I would like to achieve by the age of 25

:)

Bites

2010-07-16T17:38:00.000-07:00

Mutual understanding between two human beings can drastically evolves from positive to negative or the other way around, just as you stick around long enough to observe & adapt to one another.

It's sad that emotions can make you fall in love with someone and to not wanting to see that person at all both at the same time. And all the memories? the exchange of time spent, energy & thought? Who knows if the person is still having you at the back of her/his head.

Live to learn & learn to live man! Life bites when you least expected it.

p/s: I can't help but to feel out of this world having to know The Sigit replied my email! Digging for backstage passes man, kamon Diana! Just a little bit more, you "____" close of meeting 'em! Work for it :D

Hello Stranger

2010-06-17T12:25:00.000-07:00

Dear Stranger,

How are you? I mean really? It's been awhile since we last had a real conversation. Indeed, you don't seem too well, I can sense it very strong, well atleast you're giving me that 'I'm-Not-Okay' vibe. I'm kindda stuck in middle where I feel like I wanna ask you what's been going on then the other part of me told me not too. I mean, I remember this feeling. The feeling you gave when you suddenly ignore the real situation, avoiding reality perhaps? Isolating yourself just so you wouldn't have to face this uncertainty of life of where & what's next? I wouldn't say I would really understand how you feel, but how much I was infected by it, I was pretty much surprised myself. Else than being all curious, forgive me if I seem to be a bit more over unstable about this. I just hope you understand that I wouldn't know anything unless if you were to explain it to me. No one ever said that life was easy man, so be strong! Dare yourself to take the leap & cross already! Whatever happened to you made you who you are. You're better than this, you know that! :D

Listen to What Makes A Man by City And Colours
And click here

Drought

2010-06-12T17:03:00.000-07:00

I feel like a drought :(

_

2010-06-10T13:07:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of this, now I feel like letting everything go.

Internship

2010-06-09T15:31:00.000-07:00

Evol

2010-06-09T14:16:00.000-07:00

It's always hard to tell if the person cares for you. With all the things that you've been through, thick and thin, obviously there's an invisible wall in between where all the alter ego & sensitivity starts to build in. It sucks knowing that we don't talk like we used to. Period. I had a long conversation with a few of my best fellow guys who seeks the same desire in their life; love?

Exhibit A: Doesn't has a girlfriend & would do anything to impress the one he loves, regardless of his own situation. He claims to do anything for the one he desire even though he's not that stable.

Exhibit B: Has a girlfriend of a few months although he is working and could say that he is earning for his own living, yet he's not sure of marrying the person he's with.

Through out the conversation, we questioned each other a lot of things, and no matter how much we think of relationship, we can never achieve a perfect companionship, never. Silly how we human works, honestly, most cases that we don't know what we want, uncertain with the all the decisions we somehow have to make. Hey, we can never predict the future & no one wants to regret it later. The fear is in everyone, so cheer up! You're not alone.

Relationships are simple, really, its we human who tends to make it complicated. Can't really blame ourselves on the other hand as well. Because we all have desires to fulfill & that has somehow put the standard on the person we're seeking for, like or not, yeah sad story I know. It's all these influences from family, friends and even career if you like to say the least, who somehow contributes to your vision of ideal-person-to-be-with. That sucks!

In my opinion, the person you enjoy talking to is a simple form of companionship. The person you enjoy talking to & whose willing to talk you through every shitty moments of your life is a true companionship. I don't believe that anyone is perfect at all & what matters is just how much you wanna make it happen. And having that at the back of my head would remind me to stay strong & hold on, work it out. Nonsense if anyone would say their relationship are running just fine & dandy, now that's bullshit. You can't run away from arguments, it's a curse! Ahaha. Nahh, I believe if we have the desire, we can make it past through anything in the world.

My family has taught me lessons I can't describe with words, the experience of growing up witnessing their every love & hate. I had to understand the word 'obligations & responsibilities' when I'm not even prepared for it. My sister had to grow up with not having the right role model. Considering my situation, I believe that theres even worst scenarios out there, Alhamdulillah, I'm thankful enough to have whatever I have right now.

Perhaps, the only way is to remind ourselves that, no one is perfect neither do ourselves. So why seek for perfection? When all you need is a companion. We just love to be loved, don't we? :)

After A While

2010-06-07T09:54:00.000-07:00

And so it's been awhile since I last posted anything here. Been addicted to tumblr like hell I don't where I should start.

Why I tonight is a bit special, well.. It's my first day of internship. Woot woot! I was nervous as fuck! Ahaha. Woke up & reached there on time :) (Seriously, stop stereotyping me with the term 'bangun lambat' lah & 'tak bangun' lah) Heyy! I'm a human now, rofl. The studio is awesome, it's true what Boy told me, IKEA show room for shizzle. My boss, Mr.Fozzy really has a good sense of interior. I was totally amazed how different my view has changed by the look of the streets till I stepped in.

Tomorrow is another day, we're finishing one animation of Lapsap's music video. So far so good, the teaching wise is much much much effective compared in class 'coz you got to handle serious projects & real people else than just your lecturers. But yeah, it comes with real responsibility & shit loads of pressure.

Unfortunately I went home with a sad feeling, I don't know why. I've been trying to figure it out myself. Hmm, maybe that is one of the reason why I feel like posting tonight. Hmm, weird thing is, I feel like going for a cycle around my neighborhood like I did last weekend. It is certainly a stress reliever. And talking to anyone right now doesn't feel right when you're hoping to hear from someone. For now, the best cure is to spend my entire online hours by listening to Dallas Green. Dude! Your songs are well said in manners man! I'd sleep listening to your song if I could.

Random fact for today: MOVE FORWARD! Padu rakan-rakan padu!

Rindu

2009-08-29T19:11:00.000-07:00

I miss moi gossip girls!

Hello, Gamma!

2009-07-14T11:35:00.000-07:00

( vector potrait I've done for my assignment, vector graphic )

Hmm, dah week 5 of my 1st sem Gamma. Fuhh! Time ni memang-lah terasa sangat-sangat senior di kala junior2, hahaha. LOL, macam bangga tapi tada motif pun.

It's just another sem & things are not getting easier as days goes by. Hmm, well I have to be frank, I may say this all the time & takkan sudah2 berkata benda sama. Having 5 subjects & theatre classes by the side are indeed satu cabaran. Oh trust me, oh please Diana, tahan! tahan! I know this is only for the best. Hmm, but 1 thing for sure, 1 soalan yang tak dapat terjawab sampai sekarang, "When will I learn to sleep normally, 8 to 9 hours a day?" Hmm, for those yang mengenali, they would know how I am when it comes to sleeping & especially waking up.

On the other hand, have I mentioned that I'm only in a group of 4 people for my Video Post Production when we're suppose to get 7 people in a group? Hmm, tough luck now but apa nak buat, that's just the number I need to work with. I'm sure its double the work, double the effort but I need to hold myself together and make this work, I want to make this work.

Oh btw, I should introduce you to one of my lecturers in Digital Media and also my new academic adviser this sem. The name is Mdm Forest! bukan Forest Gump or Forest simpanan or anything, it's Mdm. Forest. Well, the first few times attending her class, she seems okay to me, till.. hmm, okaylah let me share with you something here, a lesson to be learn: Do not let any of your lecturers organize a class trip for you. Our class has finally decided to organize an outing since we have a new head of department which is waaaaaay cooler than the previous one. Secara sebulat suara, kami semua setuju mengcadangkan a 3 days 2 night trip to Pulau Perhentian but unfortunately, our dearest Mdm Forest had a better idea! 3 days 2 nights to Cameron Highland instead! Yeayyyy. *SIGH*
Eh, pergi laaaaaaaah hmm, oops okaaay I'll just stop there, Diana tak baik! tak baik! Tak berkat belajar nanti, hahaha. But what the heck? Cameron Highland? I mean dudeeeeeee? What are bunch of teenagers to do at Cameron Highland? Even my mom had the same impression "Nak pergi Cameron Higland buat apaa? Petik daun teh?" The best part is, Mdm Forest wants me! Yes me! to organize it *SOBS* But whyyyy? Yan said "You cakap saja tak ada bas, hotel fully booked" LMAO.

Itu sahaja-lah update terkini, ohh! Theater is not bad! Not bad at all, Mr.Mano, the guy from Kopitiam is our lecturer. I honestly adore how he teaches the class, sangat berkarisma & It's a small happy feeling knowing you can be somebody you're not for awhile. Yeah, yeah, it's not like I don't like being myself but theater gives you a stage to explore your own self behavior and personality. Like last week, Yan & I had to put up a 5minutes performance, and we made it musical! A combination a L.O.V.E by Nat King Cole & Don't Cha by The Pussycat Dolls. Hahaa, thankfully we made it through without missing any scenes practiced.

Flyer buat time masa lapang-lapang (click to enlarge)

Need to buy list, hee.

2009-07-01T15:34:00.000-07:00

Awesome kan? Ahh! Call me crazy but I need to have one! LMAO

eye ROCK am am you?

2009-07-01T15:21:00.000-07:00

I am so GATAL!

2009-05-29T04:48:00.000-07:00

Semalam my hommies & I pergi makan Stemboat Seafood and I'm allergic to seafood, now does my title make sense? Hahaha, naseb baik sedaappp! All pictures saya curik dr Facebook Yana Didot, harap maklum! Makan-makan ni untuk Alya, dia dah nak grad dah lepas ni, & tuk Kiz and Yana jugaa, sebab dorang dah start interns next sem. Sobs!

Tengok pinggan Yana!

Hahaa, konon tengah berebut

Farah & Alya

Alya, Yana & Farah

Me, Laini & Kiz

"Whatcha gonna do with all that kubis, all that kubis inside your junk"

Ada nugget ke apa ntah bentuk smiley face yang disangka muka babi oleh Laini, hahaha

Dah penat makan, main dengan chopstick. Hahaha!

Then control balik, hahaha!

Ini, Kiz dia Mummy rumah ni, hee

Nampak best kan? Memang rugi ah kalau nak ikutkn allergic sangat, RM19.90 ja per person!
sumpah murah!

Muka Yana sebagai penutup tirai, tengok mejaaaa! bersepah.

How Powerful Is Football?

2009-05-28T12:30:00.000-07:00

The world's most powerful words untuk lepas dari kena saman speeding tatkala ada road block, hahaha tak percaya, trust me, I've tried it. It happened yesterday as Moi Franko Bambino, Ijat, Tajol and I were rushing on our way to Hartamas Square to watch the Champions League Final Manchester United VS Barcelona. Believe it or not, as soon as we replied "Nak gi tengok bola Encik" Pak Polisi tu secara tak pandangnya beri isyarat tangan suruh pergi (Tangan macam menghalau) Hahahaha, it's indeed very hilarious as we were thinking alasan apa nk cakap, hahaha. Well kids! Do try this at home!

*Segala ganti rugi atau saman tidak akan dijamin oleh DianaLudin, perbuatan atau kesalahan masing-masing adalah tanggungjawab masing-msing. Harap maklum!

Bye Bye Beta

2009-05-28T11:42:00.000-07:00

It's been 1 year of Beta. A lot has terjadi that sums to all what I've obtained from it. From finding myself (Hahaha, macam lost sangat) to trying to prove some particular people. I've kept my mind straight and my is was NOT SENANG at all. Menangis, gelak, menangis then gelak balik, it's all in the ABC of living life. No body said it was easy kan? I appreciate my mum the most, thanks for being my tulang belakang, the drive that keeps me walking. Not forgetting Moi Franko Bambino El' Passo for standing by me all this while. Honestly, I can't imagine facing through all the rintangan without him. Trust me guys, it's hard being him, and dealing me! Hahaa! Dream on! He had to deal with my Super-Bipolar-Random-Moodswings! Thank you, thank you, thank you!

Gammaaaaa! Here I come baby!
(:

Bitterheart by Zee Avi

2009-05-25T22:08:00.000-07:00

I noticed I went missing again. Sorry for not updating my blog more than what 3 weeks now? Hahaha, I was busy with my finals and yes! I've got so much of catch up to do. Well since the holidays are in, I might just go missing again, hahaha. Plans plans plans!

The Dy's Mafia Gang, Hehee

2009-05-04T08:45:00.000-07:00

And so I was bored, stranded alone again depan PC tatau nak buat apa, so for personal pleasure, I made this, hahaaaa. Tahuu lah tak lawaaaa! It's the thot yang penting kan? Hmm..

Half way nak tambah banyak lgi mukaaa, PC hang, Erikk dah start buat perangai balik, demm demm, anyway to save the picture, I wasn't able to even print screen, so tangkaplah gambar, hahaa, sayangg uhh, sentimental value ni. I call this "so-called" half master art "Dy's Mafiaaa Family" Hahahaa.

Zombie Season!

2009-05-04T06:13:00.000-07:00

Alaaaaaaaa! Nak buat desktop, terlebih besar pulaaa dah malas naaaaa betulkan, demm.

Moi Tajol

2009-04-29T22:56:00.000-07:00

I know this is totally random, and I know I've not been updating my blog ever since moi Erik rosak, but here is just a thought.

Ohh, Syazwan Iylia atau yang telah diberi nama Want Tajol (left)! Hahaha, aku rhendu kao wehh! setiap kali ingat kat kao mesti aku teringat kat Ellyas Abdullah (right) yang ternyata lebih hot & menawan dr kao. Demm! Haha, tapi mengapa wahai gayku kao masih yang terlekat kat hati aku okayy, demm! Ayat2 menatap jiwa nih, demm demm apa kao buat kat aku nihh, demm!

Yang envy kao banyak ke toilet,
Dy

Happy Nineteen-Ohh-Three-Ohh-One

2009-03-19T03:46:00.000-07:00

Cycle

2009-03-03T13:38:00.000-08:00

I may not stand tall

I may not be wise

I may not be that important

I may not even reach the skies

Today, I smile because

I still have my beloved family beside me.

Today, I smile because

I have Adam and only he completes me.

Today, I'm glad because

I moved in C3-0-2, and met beautiful girls

with beautiful hearts.

Today, I'm glad because

we are like sisters, just nice as it is.

Today, I'm thankful because

I have Yan as a friend, and more than only that

a life savour indeed.

Today, I'm thankful because

I have Yan as a friend, shes been there done that

when it comes to me

Today, I wonder because

does Syazwan Iylia cares as how much I care about him?

Today, I wonder because

I hope to be right by his side when it comes to girls and need

Today, I giggle because

I just found another family.

Today, i giggle because

they seem so brotherly and live the stage heavily.

Life is as is it.

Life is just as is it.

And its beautiful, having to know what revolves around you

Hello Is This The Band @ Penang

2009-02-23T20:19:00.000-08:00

For more information please refer to AdamLUBA's blog, he seem to have the review on our show at Penang. Here are some pictures taken from AdamLUBA as well.

Hello Is This The Band at Penang by AdamLUBA

Hv a nice day guys, sorry tak dapat update selalu cos my CPU (Erik) masuk hospital tuk dibaiki, hopefully dia sihat. Hee.

Board Game Anyone?

2009-02-14T05:48:00.000-08:00

An assignment I had to do for this sem, you think it's easy? Well, it's actually a metaphor used to replace the process of Digital Media. From planning to outcome of any particular project.

Thoughtful.

2009-02-12T14:00:00.000-08:00

"Are you happy now? Seeing is believing."

Are you happy with what you see? What you've put me through? All the lies turns to grudge I hold on you. Well thank you, you know I trusted you right? When you said our secrets are for us to keep? You know I trusted you right? When you said we are going stand for each other till the end of the day.

Just thought you should know,
I once trusted you
I once care for you
I once closed to you
I once loved you

Anyway! Life goes on. Today was a gloomy day for me, blame me for this post. Thank god everything's fine now.
Last but not least, SUMPAH! I demand for traffic lights in Cyber. Go to hell with your ways & your plans. Humans, hmm..
(Malas dah ni)
Gdnight.

Hello February

2009-02-04T00:16:00.000-08:00

Hello February

It's the first week of the new sem. Honestly, looking at the subjects taken, Fuhh! makes me Mega Maha scared, in other words a bit shaky on the thought of facing thru all of 'em. Fuhh! Okay Diana, take a deep breath Diana (kata Diana pada dirinya)

Design Process for Digital Media
Multimedia Authoring 2
Creative Studies
Creative Communication
Internet Application
Multimedia Production Process

Pfft, potong mood lah, I have to CLEAN the toilet, kesian kan? Hahaa.
TO BE CONTINUED

So I'm A Fish

2009-01-03T00:48:00.000-08:00

nouvelle année heureuse

2009-01-01T16:05:00.000-08:00

In translation, Happy New Year.
Well a year has passed us by and still more things to come.
For those who happens read this, do leave me a comment about;

"5 things you'll remember about 2008"

If you ask me, first of all I would say the pergi & masuk of people in my life. To start of is my step family, that is Daddy, Dira, Nana & Babe. I hv to admit it's been a lil hasty, i think more to awkwardness towards getting to know and fitting in with new family members. And knowing myself, I don't pretty much fancy new people, (hahaaa, lagak senior poyo, sorry to say!) But yeah, after a bad storm you'll probably end up with a greener grass after it (ayat putar belit mendalam tp maksud dia macam bab kata orang susah2 dulu, senang kemudian) What I meant by this is that, honestly joinning 2 families together is not that easy, there a process you need to go thru before everyone vanish the awkwardness away, i mean how can complete strangers be siblings in just a few months? By the title, sesiapa boleh pggl dia kakak, abang, adik or whatever but deep down inside, kalau u tak kenal dia, nak u panggil dia darah daging u? All I can say, I went through tears, dissapointing, betrayed, all sorts of different feelings. But yeah, that was last year, at least now everything is much more.. hmm stabil-er & calm-er. I have 3 step sisters, and a younger sister of my own, that make 'em 4, im the eldest, indeed its hard, hanya anak2 sulong ja tahu perasaan ni. I think nw, all the 4 of us finally agreed that having a good relationship between ourselves is not as that much important than seeing both of our parents happy, yes my mum & step dad. Best thing now is, I feel that my mum is happy and thats just good enough fr me. As fr my dad (my real dad, papa) well, its hard seeing him living himself alone, no doubt, with no one taking care of him of course lah risau, but yeah, life goes on, and from now and then, we'll converse to know how both parts are doing, meet eachother for the weekend.

Then, there this part I lost someone (nama takyah sebut lah), yeah so and so 3 years of relationship does taught me alot, no doubt. Ladies, don't trust a guy 100% seriously. Ahh! Fuck that part already, then I met this someone, hahaa, how we first met was already macam drama dalam tv, hahaa. Nak tahu? To cut the story short, we were normal virtual friends in Myspace, sampai satu hari terserempak kat The Curve, then tegur lah, then he said his age was 21, I did not believe him at all well most probably sebab rupa dia yang sangat tak nampak macam 21, I thot he was 19, then tak percaya punya pasal, dia keluarkan lah kad kad pengenal or what so ever nak prove kan lah, then boleh pulaa kad2 semua jatuh, Dy nak tolong lah kutipkan kad dia, terhantuk. Dah. Cukup. End of story, hahaa blushing plakk. And yeah, ever since then, i think till this very day.

Then came this otherside of me where I was going with my band, hmm.. Something new fr me, till this very day, i'll still have shivers on stage. I remember the first time me & my band perform on our very first gig, it went well i don't know how, the best part & the best feeling i should say is when those people who came sang with you as you go along, I was flattered of course, and yeah it gets even more flattering to hear them shouting for more at the end, and yeah we did an encore with no choices left, bawa lagu sama balik, hahaha. It was ntah, undescribable. And as we go thru, i learn a lot, met new people, experienced different feelings on different stages with different crowds. But yeah, its all history now, just another phase of life we all have to go thru.

3rd? The worst experience I suppost, I would'nt want to share it here but yeah, the first taste change it all. From every view, at one time i feel as if, i need it whenever i wanna run away frm things like, problems & all the bullshit lah, i dont know, hahaa keep on guessing guys, really you just don't know what i got myself into. Yeah, im slowly recovering, bit by bit. Nothing can change in a day right? So yeah, give me time, atleast its been awhile now, and thank you Mr.Franko fr saving my ass (Really Sayang, what would I do without you?) A repeation of how it happened when you open that door and pull me out, that keeps me awake, yes im awake.Till this very day, I still hv that large guilt in me. (And again, thank you Mr.Franko)

Fourthly, meeting new people & comprehend the word "move on" in friendship. No doubt, I feel sobber in sense of friends now rather than before. Friends whom you trust won't leave you in whatever condition you are, how bad & how good when you considered them as you what you say "close" to you and they know it. The word "giving up on you " should not exist, I believe I did my part and so did they, I believe things are just not meant to be so it'll remain a missing chapter till i dont know when. But every single day i wake as myself saying that life is always on you and how you go about, nothing is stopping youto do whatever you want than yourself. I need to cheer up a bit eh? Yeah, guess so. Here, I'll like to share a few names to start talking about "friends". Well, theres Yan, Sheila, Gang Macho (Ntah, mana dapat nama), Syazwan Iylia, Sarah Mokhtar, Dani Salleh, Kamil, Ikhwan, Syira & para sahabat, Mein, My DJ friends last but not least, my newbie hommies, hahaa, honestly I look up to them as sisters coz well I don't know, we sorta look out for eachother. I have to admit, I met a lot of type of people, some you can trust some YOU CAN'T!, some you can rely on some YOU CAN'T, some who look the same way as you do and some WHO JUST LOOKED DOWN ON YOU from the start without even knowing. Tuff! Tuff! Be sooner or later ill make things clear enough for you to see. Just wait. One big lesson learnt, don't fuck the trust that people gave you, b'coz trust should be earn and build by your own stand, once it's gone, it's might be forever gone. Now, I totally understand that.

Well last but not least, (ill get back to this once i reach Subang, kena rush balik lah, mak dah panggil) Hee.

Hello stranger

2008-12-28T11:19:00.000-08:00

It was just last year I met this kind stranger whose willing to hear all the sad stories I had,
That night itself he made laugh while sleeping...

Blabbers

2008-12-28T10:42:00.000-08:00

Hahaa, tajuk bukan main lagi tuu, adehh. Hmm, hati dah berkoba-koba nak cerita tapi tangan & mata dah penat sehari berjalan tapi tapaa, demi menegakkan kebenaran. Hahaa.

Minggu lepas macam macam juga jadi, ramai juga tanya mana pergi menghilang. Adehh, the truth is, bukan hilang, tapi hakikatnya dah nak dekat finals, buat buat lah faham yaa. Bab dating letak tepi, hahaa itu peningkat semangat. Okayy jap, last week I should really admit I've been up and down, ke hulu and ke hilir, ulang balik dari rumah Cyber ke rumah Kamil & Ikhwan *cough* a.k.a Bapak *cough* Hahaa. Buat group work for Multimedia Authoring. So far, so good. Rasa penat lelah terbayar juga, tunggu nak kasi final touch on this coming Tuesday.

Somehow I know this may sound odd but, its been a good time working with you guys (Yan, Kamil, Bapak, Mein), tak sangka boleh bercerita panjang lebar share cerita masing-masing. Honestly, I appreciate that. Dah macam sesi ice breaking dah kat Brahim hari tu, hahaa. Ayuh, ice breaking lagi, sambil kena kena-kan Asyraf & Bapak, hahaa, dah jadi target utama dah.

Minggu lepas juga Malaysian Studies dah siap di hantar, Ya Allah! Sorry bebanyak Syira, Ecah & Alia datang lewat, halangan tak menentu plak. Sampai tertidur tidur korunk tunggu, ampun ampun.

Last yang tinggal Final tuk DM ni, due date 31st, macam tak nak bagi celebrate New Year ja. Haaaa, since I mentioned about New Year, ramai plak tanya nak celebrate manaaa, sampai penat dengar, penat lagi nak menjawab. Dulu time sekolah tumbuk tumbuk dinding tak dapat keluar time New Year, sekarang bila dah boleh keluar rasa macam tadaa mood ja. Teringat New Year Dy singgah The Curve sekejap. Adehh *geleng geleng* orang tak sakit pun boleh dapat migrain tengok keadaan macam orang hilang akal. Satu satunya masa kita boleh tengok manusia transform jadi haiwan sekejap. Ingat lagi time tu tengah jalan otw balik kereta, boleh pulaa yang tukaq baju kat tepi jalan, kalau laki tapaa ini.. haih, faham faham sudah.

Rasa sekejap ja dah nak masuk 2009, rasa macam semalam ja baru habis SPM, umur dah masuk 20, shit!

And So It Was True.

2008-12-20T10:20:00.000-08:00

Not making it official yet but,

on this coming 26th December, as been told
there'll be a personal band meeting.
just another note written by the side of my calendar,
A year has past.

Its funny because it was at the exact same date last year, when we performed for our first show.
Bet you guessed it,
Till then, "The O.D" will be no longer exist.

Just another phase of life, smile.

Raya Haji

2008-12-09T10:19:00.000-08:00

I should say it been really cold these few days,
Anyway, Qistina & I spent last weekend with my dad, at the Plaza Damas Apartment.
I should say, his studio is pretty cozy if you really know to put yr furnitures at the right place, well, since he is living alone, it's just nice fr him.
Hungry? Makan dekat. Nak makan free? His friend's mamak place ada.
Hahaa, it caught me & Qistina's attention tht he just left the place without even paying, then I asked, "Papa, tak bayar lagi kan" he just answered "I don't hv any bills here" Hmm, It gets to me tho walking around his apartment area hearing people calling "Makan tukk", "Pergi mana tukk?" Pfft? hmm, I'm assuming he told everyone tht he is some guy with some title on his name, adehh! Whatever makes u happy Papa.. Hmm, anyway, let reach the good parts, he made us meatballs fr breakfast, with olive. Yuck! Tak mengapa Papaa, u can take the olive, and we watched "House Bunny", "Step Up 2" and the "The Dark Knight"

What else? Jap sabar japp. Ohh! Someone had "A LITTLE" talk with my dad the other day. We went to this small mamak call M-Mobile under Aji-Don as well near the corner of my dad's place, adehh, we've been eating there for 2 days straight nw, hw i can not knw the place, best best, quite & cozy enough just to lepak lepak minum, haaa! At this place-lah everyone dok cll my dad, "Tukkk" Hahhaha, funny. U just got punk'd by my dad, it his habit, i can't help it either.

Back to the story, that someone is actually moi love, heeee. Adam yes Adam, dia pii jumpaa ayah chekk, bual panjang tak mao berenti eh, adehh. Thank you dear, hmm its anly at that moment baru my dad petah bercakap, here & there, padahal dengan Qistina & I diam jaa, I bet he thinks we're still a bunch of kids yang tak membesar, adehh. Well, I'm glad u both can mingle. Hehehe.
And what I agak memang terjadi, hahaha, "Hello uncle" tunduk Adam, "Hello, hello" dongak Papa. Hee.

Ohh, we went back to Subang, hantar adik and someone were really smooth today, entah mandrum apa dia pakai, dapat plak duit raya from my mum, adehh. Pastu gedik gedik menari kat tengah tengah jalan raya. Hahhaa. Btw, Mama merajuk, sebab I didnt wish her "Selamat Raya haji" Ngee, I'm really sorry. Muahh, muahh I love you Mamaa. I misssss youu lah oso can ah?

Ohh, after thatt? Hahhaa. Adaaaa aaaaaaaaa. I guess thats about it, Hmm, for now, I had my chest clear, thanks to you Moi Mr.Franko. U've made things easier fr me, honestly. I love you.

BAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!
Reality check, alaaaa, baru nak berangan. Hahahaa
Esok class frm 9-4pm, the Dean decided to hv a lil talk with us by noon.
Tidur, tidur.

WORD OF THE DAY
"Taada boleh tahaan oOoo"

Then Again..

2008-12-05T02:25:00.000-08:00

Pisces & Leo

When Leo and Pisces join together in a love match, each partner enjoys the new perspective the other brings to life in general. Leo is a strong and assertive Sign, being free to do what they want and taking command of their surroundings. Pisces is quieter and more reserved and introspective. In many ways the two are polar opposites, yet both are dreamers at heart. When they care for one another, they each fill the other's voids and have a caring, mutually beneficial relationship.

Leo is a natural leader and in a relationship with Pisces often becomes the guardian of their weaker partner. Pisces, in turn, gives Leo the audience they need for their ambitions and social performances. Pisces is a Sign that, like Water, fills whatever container it is poured into. Pisces tends to give themselves over to their love match; a kind heart allows The Fish to know Leo in a way that many other Signs don't. Leo's straight forwardness coupled with that doesn't pass into conceit -- the way Leo alone might act -- and isn't overly shy, like Pisces alone may be.

Leo is ruled by The Sun and Pisces is ruled by the Planet Jupiter. Pisces is also ruled by Neptune. The Sun gives out light, life and a focus on the Self to the Leo-Pisces relationship. Neptune is about big pictures, ideas and illusions; but it's also involved with disillusion and fantasy. Leo can help Pisces turn fantasies into realities. Neptune works through Pisces by softening Leo's sometimes self-centered and abrupt actions, channeling their energy into a more creative and fruitful outlet.

Leo is a Fire Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign. These two can be very happy and progressive if they recognize the other's needs, using introspection and creative ambition to tend to matters of the heart. Pisces can help Leo learn to be humble and to think of the needs of others, while Leo teaches Pisces to go out into the world and begin to loosen up a bit. But Pisces can be too emotional, too much Water dampening Leo's enthusiasm. Conversely, too much Fire can boil the Water and leave Pisces emotionally burned. Leo and Pisces must establish effective communication in order to ensure their balance is maintained.

Leo is a Fixed Sign and Pisces is a Mutable Sign. Pisces doesn't serve well as the boss. They get their greatest satisfaction from bettering the universe, starting with their partner. Leo, on the other hand, comes up with ideas in the first place and suggests little changes to be made here and there in the relationship.

What's the best aspect of the Leo-Pisces relationship? It's their receptiveness to one another's teachings. Pisces shows Leo how to be sensitive and care, and Leo teaches Pisces to make their dreams happen rather than sitting on them. Their ability provide what the other needs makes theirs a truly mutual relationship.

What If We're Just Not Meant To Be?

2008-12-05T01:22:00.001-08:00

Pisces & Leo
Part One

Pisces, the Fishes, and Leo, the Lion, often share a karmic connection, being an unlikely pair yet finding themselves drawn to each other. Fire Sign Leo enjoys the attention of flattering Pisces, and Pisces appreciates the distinction of being chosen as special one.While at first glance it may seem you have nothing in common, this is far from the case. It can be a mutually beneficial combination, if the two are willing to work around basic personality differences.Because Leo is a Fire Sign and Pisces is a Water Sign, they can create passionate, positive steam. However, enthusiastic, demanding Leo can overwhelm the more retiring and timid Pisces, while the cautious Fishes can sometimes seem like a wet blanket to the life-of-the-party Lion or Lioness. It is important for both to understand their basic personality differences and to be ready to make some compromises, otherwise the lordly Lion could wake up one day to find the more passive Fish has quietly slipped away.This is a challenging combination, but it can be very satisfying. With mutually compatible planetary placements and aspects it can be long lasting and the source of much pleasure. Given maturity and grace, this combination can bring you much creativity and joy. However,this not a perfect match.

Part Two

Pisces's tendency to think rather than act annoys Leo, who considers Pisces wishy-washy. These two are very un-alike Pisces Is shy, introverted, vulnerable while Leo is arrogant, brash, domineering. Both behave emotionally but Leo is given to temperamental outbursts while Pisces withdraws into private fantasy. Leo won't tolerate Pisces's sensitivity and dreaminess. Highly social Leo needs lots of feedback, while Pisces demands exclusivity. Leo likes to roam; Pisces doesn't. This combination is like fire and water won't mix.

SiPart Three

Pisces is a sensitive soul, with sympathy, empathy, and highly intuitive. They can pick up on Leo’s moods and emotions quite easily, being the natural emotional water sign that they are, but may become a bit unsure of themselves. Leo on the other hand carries a more self-assured persona, expressing themselves in a firey dramatic way. Each equally possess strong feelings, but Pisces will be the one who will relent more often.

It is most uncommon that these two individuals would become attracted to each other. They may discover when they unite, that there is a lack of compatibility between them. Pisces requires a mate who is kind, gentle and romantic. Leo can possess strength of character, which will appeal to Pisces, but little else will make the sparks fly between them. Pisces needs to put all their faith and trust in a mate, one who will help with decisions, lighting a path for them to follow. Pisces can become very sacrificial considering mate’s desires. They prefer dropping what they are doing in order to please their mate when the occasion arises. Leo often puts their own desires first, and will be there to assist only after their needs have been met. Leo must be aware that Pisces may take offense, causing them to feel rejected or slighted. Leo should use their expressive charm to reassure Pisces, cushion and comfort them.

Keep in mind that Leo is passionate, Pisces is romantic. Anything too enthusiastically displayed may cause Pisces to retreat, shy away, or resort to their fantasy dream world if reality becomes too harsh for them to handle. Pisces operates best in a tranquil atmosphere, While Leo has an affinity for gaiety and pomp.

Leo will get quite a workout trying to figure out Pisces confusion when they try sorting out Pisces moods. Leo may loose patience if Pisces can’t keep up with Leo’s faster pace.
If these two can blend their difference in a positive manner, Pisces will be able to supply Leo with attention by giving of their utmost sympathetic nature when nurturing Leo’s needs. Leo in return will marvel at Pisces ability to psychically pick up on Leo with Pisces natural intuitive know-how.

Most Pisces require a form of protection, which is something Leo loves to give, as it makes Leo feel in charge. If we were to combine together what makes for a delightful evening experienced between Pisces and Leo, here’s what to do. The best recipe for enhancing romantic sharing that will suit them both is after a refreshing swim, spend a romantic evening by candle light with soft music playing. After a few sips of fine wine, take a little snooze on the waterbed. This will appeal to both and surely do the trick.

Remember to be considerate and gentle with romantic Pisces, as they can be unsure of themselves. Let Leo set the stage to protect and direct.

LEO: Loyal, Warm-Hearted, Dramatic, Stubborn
PISCES: Imaginative, Psychic, Artistic, Sensitive

Compatible Zodiac Signs: The Elements

Earth Signs

Earth signs Taurus, Virgo and Capricorn are blessed with the gift of making dreams and plans a reality. Highly ambitious earth signs have their feet firmly planted on the ground and know how to get things done. These are the folks who inherently know how to make an existing structure even stronger, and they know how to bring their plans to fruition.

Fire Signs

These highly creative signs enjoy delving into new concepts. Warm-hearted and full of life, they enjoy being the center of attention and crave the stimulation that comes from being with others. Their energy burns most brightly when they’re exchanging ideas with others. They are also known to be impulsive and spontaneous. The fire signs Aries, Sagittarius and Leo are the natural leaders of the zodiac.

Air Signs

Air signs Gemini, Libra and Aquarius love to analyze facts, proclaim judgments and are well known for their high level of intelligence. Curious, playful and extremely verbal, these are the natural communicators of the zodiac. They love to socialize, and just seem to know everyone. They also increase their energy by being around others. Air signs, mainly because of their excellent communication skills, tend to have close personal relationships and often keep their friends for life.

Water Signs

Emotional and intuitive, the water signs Cancer, Scorpio and Pisces often display some psychic ability (this also applies to those with a heavy influence of water in their charts). Their sharply honed emotional skills make them compassionate, caring and nurturing. These signs tend to feel the events around them, and their instinctive responses are usually right on target. If you are a water sign, you may notice that you pick up on the true emotions of those around you, and because of this, you may need time to yourself to recharge your batteries.

Compatibility Horoscopes: The Best Matches

If you are an earth sign: If you are an earth sign you’ll tend to get along best with your fellow earth signs, as well as with the water signs. Fire and earth is usually not a great mix, since earth tends to dampen fire’s enthusiasm. Earth and air can coexist, but the relationship may not be anything special.

If you are air sign: Air signs get along great with other air signs, water signs and fire signs (we don’t call them great communicator’s for nothing!). Although you do get along with the earth signs, it can be a slightly suffocating relationship.

If you are a fire sign: Fire signs love their fellow fire signs, as well as the air signs. They also get along well with earth signs with a little extra effort. Water signs, however, tend to be too emotional, too “feely” to really a make a fire sign feel at ease. In light of this, it’s best to steer clear of each other.

If you are a water sign: Water signs get along well with other water signs, air signs and earth signs. Fire and water, unfortunately, don’t mix.

Thank You MTV

2008-12-04T23:09:00.000-08:00

For some reason, I would like to thank MTV fr introducing me to 'The Hive", they are so totally the right band to listen to when you're let me just say, NOT IN THE MOOD.

Ohh, Can I repeat last Sunday.

In Class

2008-12-03T23:46:00.000-08:00

Currently In Multimedia Authoring Class,
Surviving a few more minutes to go.
Setakat ini, Ikhwan, Kamil, Maher, Sheila, Alan tewas di bawa nafsu ponteng
Hahahaha, belajar weh rakannn.
Yan ada sebelah tengah stalk blog sahabat dikenang.
Hahahaha

Last but not least, Hello CS-ers! Gelak Hazwan & Ghazi

Another Saturday

2008-11-28T23:14:00.000-08:00

I just woke up with from a weird dream today, hehee. In my dream, I was swimming in the middle of the sea, with an old guy and 2 little adorable boys who apparently in my dream were my younger brothers. At one point we were on this boat that seems to me like a large flat balloon boat, then suddenly a shark appear to follow our boat, then ahead of us was this huge eel *i think* and a snake. Adehhh! Ngeri okayy, ini hasil dari tengok 'Quarantine' semalam lahh! Best best cerita tu best tu, kena tengok, kena tengok.

Bangun tadi gosok gosok mata, terpandang jam dah pukul 1.3opm, aduhh. Okayy, ada niat lah nak sambung tidur balik tapi tewas tak boleh juga. Bangun keluar masuk dapur, bancuh white coffee instant ambil roti dua keping duduk depan tv, mengharapkan entertainment di tengah hari Sabtu, pfft! Menghampakan sungguh, bintang kecil peringkat kebangsaan, cerita cina tilik naseb ikut muka, hindustan starring Salman Khan, adehhh channel 9 tak clear, channel 2 pun tak clear. Hmm, faham2 lah perasaan macam mana okayy.

Hmm, seminit terlintas 'Mama' kat dalam otak kepala, adehh rindu lah plak. Hee, so I called Adik, minta dia call balik. Fuhhh! Betapa terbakarnya nyaaa jiwaaa, sampai melt butter dalam fridge dengar

Adik ; Adik pergi Genting
Diana ; Haaa, pergi genting? Dengan siapa?
Adik ; Dengan Mama, Daddy semua lah
Diana ; Alaaaah, kenapa tak bagitahu kakak? Alaaaah
Adik ; Haaa, jap cakap dengan mama...
Mama ; Haaa, hello, kenapa?
Diana ; Ohh, pergi Genting tak bagitahu *Suara sedih bagai di panah petir*
Mama ; Laaahh, you never call me or anything, Mama malas nak kacau you kat Cyber.
Diana ; Awwwh. Sorry lah, duit takda. Nana ingat nak balik hari Isnin sebab Selasa takda kelas.
Mama ; Hmm, tak apa lah kamu pun ada kerja. Mama taknak kacau kamu dengan Dira, sibuk.
Diana ; Awwwh, hmm takpa lah, nak cakap dengan adik.
Diana ; Adik, korunk kgi main themepark ker?
Adik ; Ha'ah.
Diana ; Ambik kakak kat Cyber lah, hehehehe
Adik ; *Mama, kakak suruh ambik dia kat Cyber*
Mama ; *Banyak cantik kakak kau*

Adehh, nampaknya tak balik lah minggu ni, takpa lah, call Yana jap, nak minta pinjam Monitor, eh pinjam PC lah, hahaha. Nampak sangat otak kepala fikir monitor Yana yang lebar, panjang sedappp mata memandang okayy, hee, sayang Yana! Thank you, thank you, muahhh!

Yeayy! Ada orang nak bawa kita tengok 'Madagascar 2' Hehee, terima kasih, terima kasih. Jasa mu di kenang selalu. Hehee. Honestly encik, I miss you loike hell okee. Huhuu, nampak nya ada yang berasa bangga bangun jam 8 pagi ini hari, syabas okayy, syabass! Ngee, yeayy dapat jumpaa encik hari ni, satu satu yang tak mungkin lemme down. Heeee, tengah senyum lebar ni. Selama ni dia sibuk dengan game diaaa, *sobsob* tapaa tapaa, bagi chance, faham faham kena faham, me myself pun pernah addiction main game tak hengat dunia, main sampai 2 hari tak tidur tak mandi pun pernah, hahahaa. Tapaa sayang tapaaa, demi persahabatan yang dijalin oleh PS2, sayaaa faham sayang. Hahaha, boleh tak?

Adehh, nak mandi, tapi nak tggu kain tuk dijemur. Nak kena buat kerja tapi semua thumbdrive tinggal dalam kereta *kot* adehh, thats all from me today. Have a nice weekend.

song;
Like A Star by Corinne Bailey Rae
current mood;
Feels like Summer

Lulu & The Puchies-Puchies

2008-11-27T12:06:00.000-08:00

Nice teamwork, thanks again Zahier & his friend, Adi. No doubt I was shivering as hell, but thank god you were there, love. Altho I knw how much you are bored of my singing. Pluekkk! Hahaa, you can't pinch me here *just incase you're reading this Sayang*

Im off to bed, It's already 4am & I got class tomorrow
:

Nari Nari

2008-11-25T12:54:00.000-08:00

Thanks Fatin Da' Bomb, you taught me well today, hahaa. Ayuh nari nari ayuh? Tomorrow is another day, let's keep things in plan;

9-11am

Lecture

11-1pm

Lecture

*Jangan lupa bawa articles*

1pm

Need to head back and print the 'proposal'

Finish up my work for consultation

2-4pm

Tutorial & submit proposal

4-5pm

Consultation

5pm

Meet Fahmy & go for recording with Mr.Norman at FCM

Track 01

8pm

Meeting up Zahier & Adi for rehearsal

So much for 'Diana & The Puchis Puchis" thanks a lot Zahier! Hahaa

Shit! Oh, I am so not prepared.

12am

Lab test to be done

Tidur? Oh, I wish I knew.

Pfft.

2008-11-25T12:36:00.000-08:00

If things were not meant to be

then why am I still here?

why are you still holding me tight?

So much passion, so much pain

where are we heading?

figure just another paper boat down the drain?

Compare me, then despair me

I don't blame you darling

Fire and Water just won't bloom, you see.

I'll remember you

Even if things aren't going our way anymore

speechless? Yes, me too.

Your pride & what you are inside

gives me the sudden insecurity

sensitive I may be, but I love you, I won't lie.

Random, random, random

Oh somebody shut me up

I'm done!

Back To Reality

2008-11-08T16:18:00.000-08:00

Well, I woke up at 4am today, didn't even notice I slept that long, well I was not feeling quite of course. Anyway, it's Sunday, last day of my so-called wonderful 3 weeks getaway to unsobber land. I should be packing in a bit, wondering where I should start first. Let me see, theres my clothes, sarung bantal ohh and yeah my blanky, and definitely last but not least my computer. Ive been wondering what else to bring along, I mean yeah since I have a lot in mind. Well I should really check around first. Note to self not to bring too much things tho, I just can't afford to hilang another belonging-lah, Adeh.

Well let me list down a few thing I did during the holiday, well at least all I could is to share here or some. Okayy,

I went to Kemaman, Terengganu the first week and got a really bad bad tummy ache due to makan tepi jalan food poisoning.
Tried to apply back for work @ Coffeebean Subang Parade. Yes, I got it but I think I'll pass, whats the use when I have 2 more weeks to go?
Ohh yeah, I helped my loving gedik boyfriend; Adam on stage with their new song, sorry if I sucked, I was nervous. Hee, go FRASA! I had an awesome time jamming with them, and thank you for inviting.
Met Syazwan Iylia, well he just became an uncle last week and I gave him a new name, Uncle Togel. Hahaa ohh and yeah, he just bought himself an ukelele. Ngee, jahanam, gedik! Jealous ni. Anyway, I name his ukelele; "ulea" well I just thought he should name it relatedly with his girlfriend's name; Lea.
Hmm, Adam & I wanted to go to Bijou Bazaar last week but unfortunately we missed it, well no biggie, I had quality time spent. Love you darling.
Went out dinner with Naadira and Dani @ old town. A long chit chat and yeah I miss you both still. Hehee. Cam-whoring was fun! Dani bodoh tak reti tangkap gambar. Dani kalah main cho-tai-tee with me, and he lost at ppol as well. Hahaa, dude It's not just my luck okayy. Karaoke session next 2 weeks. Sumpah tak sabar, dah lama gilaaa okayy.
Meet up Sarah & Amy kat Gold Chilli, okay that was yesterday with Dani. Had my mind straight.
Later that night, my famil & I went to Sushi King, Sunway Pyramid to celebrate Dira's 19th birthday in advance. Boo-hoo!
Unsobber! Crazy!
Yeah, I had an a little misunderstanding with my mum and my mean monster little sister. Let's not talk about that.
Well to end it perfectly here, yeah. I had a little misunderstanding with my gedik boyfriend; Adam. Hee, gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik gedik. I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you. And yes you totally suprise me the time you suddenly appear in front of my family's car in Sunway Pyramid's parking lot. You stalker! I love you okayy? Dah lah blew your on cover, Bonyo pun did freaked me out a little, sorry Bonyo. And yeah not forgetting the experience walking around in a mall with a bouquet of roses in my hands. Err weird tho, but what the hell, I don't care, it's a feeling that only I should know. Like my mom said while eating, "Your mind is some where Diana." Adeh, blame him Mama. What to do.

Well, I should go and have my shower now, I stink. need to start packing, later I'll send Nana (my sister) to PJ, thought of dropping by A&W near there, makan makan. Then IF my little maniac sister calls me this petang then only I go fetch her. Hmm, yeah I AM EGO-ISH! (yes, I know sayang its EGO-IST, tak kesah, nak jugak) so what, if it's hard for to say shes sorry and fine, Im cooooooool with that, hahaa. Then later this evening, I'll be meeting my dad probably have dinner with him then only balik Cyber. Hmm, I think I might head off to the library later, i need some study to do. That is after I finish unpack my things there. Or maybe I'll just head to Old Town, Ahh.. white coffee.

song;
Virtual Insanity by Jamiroquai
current mood;
Fresh As Clean Socks

I Have A Bad Memory

2008-11-06T05:19:00.000-08:00

Living at the moment, but all about the past
We played with cats, swords and sand, and the way we ran so fast
True it's really hard for me, I just wish it would last
But no ladies and gentleman, there's no way it'll be 'yes

Nothing Should Change Here.

2008-11-05T23:37:00.001-08:00

There's no word that could describe how much I love my only mother and my sister, Qistina.
I'm sorry, I still need time to adapt with all the changes.
I lost too much to even keep track with
Everything happened so fast, I barely catch up
How much I want things to go back how it used to be
would somehow just lead me more further away from where I should be

I have to be strong,
I have to keep on walking
Whatever happened back then has made me what I am today
It's all for the best
It's all for a better life
It's all for the people I love.

Life is painful
yet no one can deny that life itself is beautiful.

song;
Fix It by Yuna
current mood;
Betrayed

"I'm no sugar pie, so face it, I'm just being me"

2008-11-05T22:15:00.000-08:00

Hell yeah, I need to pull myself together now. I still have a long way to go, I just remember that I need to please my mum after I'm done with my current studies. Fuh! Yeah, and I have to say it wayyyy to early to my mum. Thank you thoughts and free spirited mouth for slipping it out loud.

I seriously need to go shopping, can't deny the fact it's one of the best therapy to ease your stress, well else than making out, hahaa. Wait! No no no now big girl, I need to pay for my exam papers yawww, like whattt? Bummer.

Somehow think I should have listen to my Dad, and went off to Birmingham, atleast if I encounter any financial shits there, I could just work part time at some mall or something and the pays are like "Woahhh! Aku balik Malaysia terus kaya ni" Plus, I love travelling! Alright, I'm day dreaming too much, so what? Give me some space, I went through a "not-so-good-day" today. Ahh! Need to start reading my notes now.

Ohh, btw, I had a very healthy conversation with Mein, Alan & Sal earlier this morning. Thanks Sal, I love youuuuu, later mahu lepakk call okayy, nak study together jugaaaak, and yeahh Alan, whats that again? Your birthday is near by and you want me to buy you a "Pink Cow" hahaa, you still owe me a face expression, do that then only I'll think about your present. Hahaa, and look what I found;

Ahh, Mein.. *giggle* well let's just say I did went for Slogging on my bed today. Hehee
"Johnny Joleep goes slogging every evening with his snail" Hahaa, ohh yeah his snail loves snogging too, very much! Hahahhaha

Aww, I feel bad towards Mr. Franko, I promised him I'll sleep right after I have my breakfast, but you see Sayanggg, breakfast pun sayaaa belum makan lagiii, hee. Okay okay, I'm off, I'm off.

song;
The Rain Don't last by Hope
current mood;
Bare with it honey, it's either by crook or by hook

Bored

2008-11-05T14:28:00.000-08:00

I introduce to you, The Retro Kings!
Actually they're The Kings of Leon, this is how I imagine their album would be if their songs are more like "Disco-Ish"
Sorry about the low-budget pattern used, I just took whatever there is provided
Voilah

Hideous

2008-10-31T19:19:00.000-07:00

Caption: Diana's Hideous face caught on video!
Time: As mentioned in the recording, it's 1230pm
Venue: As mentioned in the recording, SMK Dengkil
Date: Not so long ago, back in early 2007 or better known as Alpha Year
Details: Marian Nisha, Ashvini, and Racheal, my group mates! They're the best! OMG, do I miss you guys! I still remember how we got kick out from the first school we went, well literally since there's this one teacher who seems to make a big deal of having the interview recorded. Hmm, and when they say we're just a bunch of kids, Pfft! I guess that shows how much "Media" can put us in jeopardize. I still remember what she said & how she said it;

"No funny things about camera!"
(Face expression: Memek muka yang sangat garang & annoying, which apparently I found that quite amusing now)

And all we wanted was just an opinion from her,
Oh! Honestly it was fun working in a team with them, all the acting, facing Ms.Diana , our lecturer who gave us a hard time with her high expectations (Cheiiit! Dah lah sama nama!), catching up with limited times, made an essay with only using the Christmas's neon lights, not forgetting making an example out of an egg. I love you guys!
(:

"I will never be ready for this change"

2008-10-31T16:37:00.000-07:00

I've been wishing for too many things now
. . .

With all that meant the most to me
becomes everything I never hope for
. . .

In dreams I wish to sleep and tumbles down
. . .
the sleepless night, the tears that I've cried shows
that i will never be ready for this change
with hopeless, sadness in these eyes
I swear that i will never be fine
. . .

I keep blaming all the change that never happens in the end
. . .

I swear that I tried
You know I f****** tried
. . .

As taken from Cheers 2007 by Bo, I've cut & chose a few lines from the song which I felt the most, in sense of how I can relate myself to the song.
It's a nice song really.

A Last Minute Trip.

2008-10-29T06:59:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, my family & I went to Kemaman, Terengganu. Hahaha. Bunyi dah macam essay sekolah dah ni. Anyway, at first my parents planned to go to Kenyir, unfortunately-lah all hotel fully booked. Hmm, anyway, we left from home that morning around 630am, drop by at Mcdonald near Damansara. Beli take away, makan dalam kereta.

Gambar ni Dy suka, hehee. Mama tengah suap Daddy driving.

After a few hours, we reached Kg. Belimbing (I think) where we need to fetch a boat to go to Tasik Chini. Well at this point we didnt know what was so great about Tasik Chini that Daddy seems to be really thrilled about to show us. Hahaa, btw, sempat lagi main jongkang jongket while waiting for the boat.

The first thought when they mention about boat, I thought its gonna be a big comfy boat where we can stand and wander around on. But, I was wrong. Hahaa, boat dia kata besar, tp rupa macam sampan just that dia ada motor ja. Hahaa, seriously takut juga lah kan.

So yeah, everyone seems to get the hang of it. Well, from the wide Sg. Pahang we went into this small stream way, masuk kat celah celah jalan sungai kecil mana ntah, kiri kanan pokok pokok hutan tinggi, hmm. Masuk-masuk semua diam, takut lah kan, orang bot tu pun dah bawa slow, lagi lah. paras air dr badan kita dekat ja, macam satu depa ja. Haih, takut takut.

Through out the journey, makin lama makin best. We saw a few beautiful birds flying over us. No doubt, my heart was pumping fast, mana lah tahu tiba-tiba ada buaya ke ular ker? Hahaa. But yeah, I should say, I really enjoy it. Then, after around 15-20 minutes, we then reached Tasik Chini. Hmm, luas gilaaa tasik diaa. nak tangkap gambar pun dah tak reti. Hahaa.

Then, we reached Tanjung Puput, Tasik Chini.

Kat Tanjung Puput dia ajar macam mana nak sumpit, hahaa. So everyone tried, guess who did the best? Hahaa, my youngest sister, Qistina. Alaaaa! Luck ja tu, bull's eye!

Before di Puput

After di Puput

And on our way back to Kg. Belimbing, we saw this sign board.
I guess what I thought at the first place was true after all eh? Hahaa
(:

Tagged by Sheila

2008-10-28T13:53:00.000-07:00

1. Take a screenshot of your desktop without moving/closing any of the windows.

2. Tag 5 people!

I tag;

1. Faiz

2. Naadira

3. Syira

4. Ecah

5. Wan-Ohh-Wan

Quality Times.

2008-10-23T16:51:00.000-07:00

Another Reason to Quit

2008-10-19T23:20:00.000-07:00

"Dy, suara engkau dah tak best Dy, kenapa Dy?"

-Ayie

Shopping Spree. Anyone?

2008-10-16T14:07:00.000-07:00

Care to Join?

I'm With The Band, Hmm Not.

2008-10-15T10:36:00.000-07:00

Here I go, Ayie was online on YM (my second guitarist frm The O.D). He invited me to his Open House next Saturday evening. He said that Najmi (our lead guitarist) disagree on the manager thingy. I suppose he has his own reason why, well to think about it. Yeah! Where the hell are we going? I mean I know it was all fun & challenging at first yet somehow I don't think I'm feeling it anymore, I'm not saying that I'm bored with it. Its just the fact that I realized, the whole thing about this band is just not ME.

Fuhh! I told Ayie about it. He refused to understand. I bet he is pretty upset. Well, I'm just being honest. True, I was the one who held him back from quitting the band last time. Told him, we are already far from where we started. Its quite a waste to let it all go.

ayie: yo!~
ayie: aku nk tau ko nye keputusan..
ayie: ko setuju ke x?
d i a n a l u d i n: ntah lah wehh
ayie: bace nie..
ayie: klu kite xsign kontrak dgn dorg. kte dpt gak maen 4 vol9 gig..
ayie: but payment kite rendah..
ayie: than xbanyak gig kte maen..
ayie: aku xkesah sume 2.
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm,
ayie: yg aku kesah is.. The O.d ni nk kemane pas ni
ayie: kte da jauh..
d i a n a l u d i n: aku rasa macam ..
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm..
ayie: yg manager nie kte x terikat dgn pe2.
ayie: still kte leh bwt study kte sume.. nak tolak gig pon blh..
d i a n a l u d i n: nak keluar band ahh.
ayie: ASAL WEI!
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm, aku tak sure bila atau kenapa.
ayie: tlg jgn..
ayie: utk aku plz!
ayie: time aku dulu.. asal ko xbgi?
ayie: plz..
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm, sbb kao yang lead band, kao tada siapa nak lead?
ayie: aku lead..
ayie: but plz dy..
ayie: for me..
ayie: od da jauh kot
d i a n a l u d i n: jauh ker?
ayie: if nak slow pon aku leh bwt dowh..
ayie: ade bnyak gig yg aku nak try dpt..
ayie: but tunggu lagu.
ayie: masing2 bz..
ayie: asal ko nak bla dowh
d i a n a l u d i n: ntah ah dho.
ayie: jgn arr..
ayie: aku xnak
d i a n a l u d i n: kao tak nak a[a weh
d i a n a l u d i n: kao bleh cr org lagi best jaaa ganti akuuu wehh
ayie: ckp aRr ko xde semangat da..
d i a n a l u d i n: jangan nak over emosional
ayie: xnk
ayie: aku xnak..
ayie: aku xnak
d i a n a l u d i n: Hmm, kau marah kat aku ker?
d i a n a l u d i n: Im sorry
d i a n a l u d i n: aku akan main event sampai january
d i a n a l u d i n: lepas tu, aku baru decide.
ayie: dy..
ayie: jgn aRr..
ayie: kenape dowh..
ayie: sbb ko ade band baru..
d i a n a l u d i n: aku tak tahu dho
ayie: sumpah dowh ko hampakn aku..
d i a n a l u d i n: aku ngan band baru pun tak jalan weh
d i a n a l u d i n: hampakan kao?
ayie: yea Rr..
d i a n a l u d i n: kenapa plak?
d i a n a l u d i n: aku tada niat lain weh, sumpah
d i a n a l u d i n: aku just rasa korunk boleh pergi lagi jauh without aku
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm, aku pun bukan nya bagus pun, kau fikir ahh,
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm
BUZZ!!!

After A few Hours Later..

ayie: dy.. i will not let u go from od..
ayie: u r the main thing in this band..
ayie: pls!
ayie: im bagging u!
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm, its nothing really
d i a n a l u d i n: pls just dont let anyone know yet
d i a n a l u d i n: okayy?
ayie: ok..
ayie: but do 4 me.. pls..
ayie: if ko nak last event let me know.. but after vol9.
d i a n a l u d i n: okayy.
ayie: im bagging u. pe yg aku bwt salah sampi ko nak kuar pon aku xtau..
ayie:
d i a n a l u d i n: lor, tak ada apa lah ayie, kao tak buat apa2. aku just rasa OD ni bukan aku
ayie: od is u nygga...
ayie: we up 2gether!
ayie: remember that.. da bnyak org knal od..
ayie: tunggu arr sampi kte relist our EP.. baru proud
d i a n a l u d i n: bilaa nak release EP?
d i a n a l u d i n: lagu kita tak mengembang weh, kau cuba terima hakikat
ayie: dy.. sabar separuh dari iman..
ayie: pe2 pon kte kne support eachother..
ayie: aku maen bantai je eng aku..
ayie: n pe2 pon just remember!
ayie: SABTU nie kte jam...
ayie: n kuar lah lagu baru..
ayie: trust me nygga..
d i a n a l u d i n: hmm..
ayie: asal wei ko cam putus harapan dgn od...
ayie: jgn dowh..
ayie: kte hampir ade manager.. susah beb sampai c2..
d i a n a l u d i n: susah apaa
ayie: bkn snang org call kte mntak kte jdi band under doeg..
d i a n a l u d i n: band yang aku tak kenal pun boleh magni offer jd manager
ayie: if ko nk cosentrate study.. go..
d i a n a l u d i n: buat aku nak lupakan OD pun..
ayie: aku paham.but every 1 bz.. @list ade time 4 chill n lpas tension..
ayie: ??
ayie: buat ko lupekan od?
ayie: xpham?
d i a n a l u d i n: bukan aku nak lupakan OD, sorry silap
ayie: oww..
ayie: jgn aRr..
ayie: od need u nygga..
ayie: kan aku ckp.
ayie: 3 org lineup lame..
ayie: aku ko najmi..
ayie: sorang bla..
ayie: od xde..
ayie: so..
ayie: if ko bla..
ayie: od R.I.P
d i a n a l u d i n: Hahaha
d i a n a l u d i n: kao ni, sukaaa kannn.
ayie: gelak>>
ayie: im serius man..
d i a n a l u d i n: Hmm, aku tak tahu ah Ayie, malas lah.
d i a n a l u d i n: Aku rasa macam OD dah tak bergerak jaa
d i a n a l u d i n: tak maju jaya bangsa jaaa
d i a n a l u d i n: apa motif kita weh?
d i a n a l u d i n: gi perform, mana pernah mantap weh
ayie: tu skg.. perform kantoi je..
ayie: dulu cam mane>
ayie: OK kan..
d i a n a l u d i n: itu dulu, kao nak compare
ayie: time kat MCPA.. crowd cam mane lak?
ayie: skg kte cam da berubah jdi org yg rokstar, i mean ALL of us..
ayie: aku nak betoi kan balk..
ayie: chill je..
ayie: ko xyah nak emo kuar band..
ayie: od nyer main thing is ur voice..
ayie: 2nd baru najmi nye solo.. 3rd our song..
ayie: od. bkn famos sbb solo..
ayie: pecaye arr..
ayie: sabtu nie kte bwt balk betoi2..
ayie: n aku kne bertegas..
ayie: ok dy syg..
ayie: hahah!~
d i a n a l u d i n: Hmm..
ayie: tu yg aku nak
d i a n a l u d i n: Fine.
ayie: kat bukit jalil nnt kte buat paling gempak..
ayie: pls diana bt ludin..
ayie: nway openhouse aku nnt dtg arr..
ayie: pe2 aku msg..
ayie: heheh!
ayie: aku ajak od sume hadir..
ayie: dy gtg...
d i a n a l u d i n: Alright
ayie: nnt sambung.. aku simpan rahsia nie!!!
d i a n a l u d i n: aku datang,
d i a n a l u d i n: thanks!
ayie: trust me!
ayie: but pls jgn hampakan aku..!
ayie: bye..!
d i a n a l u d i n: Bye.

Tagged by Sheila

2008-10-15T08:26:00.000-07:00

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.

3. Post that pcture with NO editing.

4. Post these instruction with your picture.

5. Tag 10 people to do this.

In my room, sorry if it's quite dark. My sister was asleep. Hehee.

1. Ecah

2. Syira

3. Maher

4. Naadira

5. Ghazi

6. Acip

7. Sal

8. Cik Cha

9. Faiz

10. Sarah
11. Wan-Ohh-Wan
12. Nini

*Suka hati ja tambah! Hahaa

Thank you, Sarah

2008-10-10T07:49:00.000-07:00

Foreground Frame

Shape & Pattern

Silhouette

A few pictures I took for my photography assignment. The weather bailed on me at first and we had to work the photo shoots somewhere near our place to make it convenient for Sarah & I. So we went to Casa Subang, Subang Jaya. There you go, altho tak sehebat mana, but yeah, we worked it out. Thanks Sarah, you're the best! Hahaa, muah!

Kita Sebumbung, Tolong-lah

2008-10-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

Bengang. Nak tahu apa maksud bengang? Hmm.. Meh meh Dy cerita. Kisah ini tiada kena mengena dengan yang hidup ataupun yang sudah pergi. Tapi, kalau ada terasa, maaf lah ya?

Ada satu hari, setelah penat 2 hari Bambino (bukan nama sebenar)berkerja keras siapkan assignment, lega Bambino dapat tidur akhirnya. Bagi siapa yang kenal Bambino tahu-lah perangai dia, kalau bertahan tak tidur boleh sampai berhari, kalau tidurrrrr! Hahaa, 'Hibernate-lah' jawab-nya

So since minggu ni agak hectic sikit, barang Bambino macam tak berkemas sikit. Baju bertimbun dalam beg tak susun dalam almari. Atas timbunan baju Bambino ada perfume atau cecair wangian baharu dibeli oleh bonda-nya. Meh saya tunjuk, rupa-nya

Sambung cerita, before that nak introduce sikit rakan sebumbung zink dengan Bambino ni, nama dia Bimbono (bukan nama sebenar). Baru dalam berapa bulan jaa mereka kenal. Bambino orang baru dalam rumah. Bimbono ni nak keluar malam tu, kacak kacak semua lah.

Masa tu Bambino tidur, Bimbino pulaaa tengah siap siap keluar masuk bilik berkacakan. Tiba tiba Bambino tersedar, terjaga lah plak, padahal tidur baru 4 jam. Mustahil Bambino ni. Tiba tiba pulaa, kebetulan lah pulaa celik ja mata si Bambino ni, dia ternampak Bimbono ambik perfume atas timbunan baju dia and pakai sampai keluar bilik. Bambino terus terbangun, duduk atas katil dia. Masuk ja balik Bimbono ke dalam bilik, buat muka terkejut tahap dewa, menyambut ke-bangun-nan tiduran Bambino. Hmm.. Masuk masuk, muka terkejut Bimbono terus amik towel belakang pintu dah terus masuk toilet, dengan ternampak nya gelembung di baju Bimbono tak cover. Bimbono masuk bilik letak towel bentuk bolaaa, macam balut something then letak atas katil dia.

So fikir punya fikir, macam mana bagi dia kantoi ni, tak best lah terus tuduh melulukan? Si Bambino ni buat aksi bau angin dalam bilik (hmm. sah sah bau perfume dia kan) then terus tanya Bimbono.

Bambino : Eh you pakai perfume apa eh?
Bimbono : Ohh I pakai perfume yang kawan I bagi.
Bambino : Ohh yeker? Sama macam bau perfume I, Jap I tunjuk. My mom baru belikan (sambil tercari2 kat timbunan baju Bambino)

*At that moment juga lah, Bimbono pusing capai perfume bagi dekat Bambino dalam towel yang dia sorok kan perfume Bambino ni.

Bimbono : Ohh yang ni eh? (sambil pegang perfume Bambino)
Bambino : Ha'ah yang ni lah, mana you jumpa?
Bimbono : Ohh you letak atas ni (atas kotak tepi cermin)
Bambino : Eh, I letak atas ni lah
Bimbono : Eh nak try sikit boleh?

*Dalam hati Bambino, Are you telling me that I dont know where I put my stuff? Like OMG! Boleh buat tak tahu macam dia tak guna, offer diri nak try. Isk.

Setelah kejadian tersebut, bambino terus malas nak layan, bengang and terus baring balik. Susah sangat ke kalau dah salah tu, mengaku je lah. Bambino diam tak nak bersuara. Sampai lah bila Bimbono nak keluar tu kan, Bimbono cakap "Bye Bambino!", Bambino diam tak jawab tak pandang. Bimbono cakap lagi sekali, sampai badan Bambino di gosok gosok, sambil cakap "Bye Bambino, bye. Eh Bambino.. Bambino?"

Ah-Bu-Geet! Bambino bersuara. "Susah sangat ker nak tanya dulu sebelum guna barang orang? Bukan nya I nak marah pun. Ni tak, dah guna, siap bawa keluar, siap nak cover bawa towel masuk toilet, sorok kan benda tu dalam towel then letak atas katil. I nampak lah semua tadi. I tahu I ni tak ada siapa bagi you, yelahh duduk sebumbung ja dengan you, esok lusa I tidur dalam bilik ni jugaa.

Terus Bimbono breakdown tak tentu pasal. Minta maaf semua, minta maaf banyak banyak kali, mengaku memang salah dia, dia mengaku. Bambino di gosok-gosok diminta dimaafkan. Bambino berkata "On the first attempt pun you decided to lie, tak nak mengaku, buat cerita semua, mana lah I tak marah, I pantang orang nak tipu bila benda dah terang terang salah" Terus Bambino keluar bilik sambil berkata "Biarlah tempat I bersepah banyak mana pun, tapi bila nak guna barang orang I minta elok elok." Bimbono pun ikut keluar, still minta maaf. Minta dia dimaafkan, macam memaksa lah pulaaa. Bambino pun berkata, "You ingat I suka ke tengok you macam ni? Dah lah baik you pergi sekarang nanti kawan you bising you lambat semua." Bimbono berkata pula," I just nak you maafkan I." "Then give me time, you tak boleh memaksa orang nak maafkan you? Senang senang macam tu ja?", kata Bambino kepada Bimbono seakan dipaksa tuk' memaafkan nya Bimbono.

Keluarlah Bimbono dengan air mata jatuh di pipi.

Moral of the story?
Bak kata pepatah, "Sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga"

Tagged by Ecah!

2008-09-27T09:35:00.000-07:00

1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names.

Starting time: 0030am
Name: Nordiana bt. Ludin.
Sisters: A spoiled brat sister.
Brothers: Wish I had one.
Shoe size: 5-6
Height: Err, Short lahh, there I said it
Where do you live: Subang Jaya
Favourite drinks: Caffein, Milk, Teh Ais!
Favourite breakfast: McDonald’s Breakfast Set
Have you ever been on a plane? : Pernah.
Swam in the ocean: Ngee! Tak Pandai Swim
Fallen asleep at school: Hahaa, pernah! Depan Che Mad lagi tuu.
Broken someone's heart: Long Distance relationship just won’t work.
Fell off your chair: Hahaa, once in kindergarden.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Pernah, sampai tertidur
What is your room like: My room is a Junkie
What's right beside you: A flat wall
What is the last thing you ate: Milkshake! Bought it from drivethru
Ever had chicken pox: Ahhhh! Don’t remind me.
Sore throat: Err, jangan lah cakap
Stitches: Belum pernah. Tak nak!
Broken nose: Hahaa, hidung ada rupa orang patah hidung ker?
Do you believe in love at first sight: Hahaa, tak.
Like picnics: Sukaaa! Nak try betul2 ngan bawa basket, kain semua. Hehee
Who was/were the last person/people you danced with: Engku Abdullah Hanis!
Last who made you smile: Mama, dia pakai kepit rambut macam sarang Merak!
You last yelled at: Adik, sebab dia bongek!

Today, did you:
Talk to someone you like: Yupp, a few times, followed by texting every now and then.
Kiss anyone: Hahaa, today? Ada ada. My dad masa nak dia nak balik tadi.
Get sick: Sakit hati ada lah.
Talk to an ex: Hahaa, tadaa! Tp.. Hahaa
Miss someone: Ahaaaaaaaaa, obviously lah
Eat: Mee Rebus, Satay Ayam 2 cucuk, fruit cake sekeping & pao
Best feeling in the world: Bila dengan family, Meriah gilaa!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Hahaa, dulu Mama rajin belikan, sampai penuh katil.
What's under your bed: Tilam extra, incase kena tidur bawah.
Who do you really hate: Orang tadaa manners & konon takda otak kepala untuk fikir

*Random:
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Hahaa, okay. Ada-ada
Do you have any siblings: Ramai.
Do you want children: Duh! Pastu nak main mekap mekap! Hehee, tak pun ajar dia main PS2
Do you smile often: Randomly. I am a very serious person, tak sukaaaa.
Do you like your hand-writing: Sometimes.
Are your toe nails painted: Nak kena marah dengan Mama? Pfft.
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: My Mom’s, Ohh! Laa Laa
What color shirt are you wearing now: White & Navy Green
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m.: Waiting for my food while waiting for buka puasa
Are you a friendly person?: It depends lah, but I like to make friends. Semua ingat saya sombong.
Do you have any pets: Bobo, My fat cat!
Where is the person you have feelings for right now? : On his bed I assumed
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you?: Yes.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Only once, as long as I can remember.
What are you doing right now? : Doing this Tag. Ecahh! Banyaknya Q diaa.
Have you ever crawled through a window? : Thru? Hahaa, panjat pagar pun pernah.
Can you handle the truth?: Yes.
Are you too forgiving?: It’s a problem now I think
Are you closer to your mother or father?: I love them both. But, more to my Mom.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Myself. Tak pasal pasal.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: Hmm, boleh kira.
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Yes.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Go on the phone with someone I can trust, tak pun dengar lagu, emo sensorang, then tidur! Dah, settle.
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: Hahaa, kalau tak cukup tidur boleh jd bising, mahu test drive? Hahaa, but Im basically a very quiet person.
Are you confident?: It depends on the situation

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:-
- I became a Librarian, kena susun buka everyday
- Tomboy gilaaa!
- Pergi sekolah naik basikal
- Masuk Talentine, hahaa dengan kawan2 seperjuangan
- Noob!

5 snacks I enjoy:-
- Cakes
- Chocolates (Chocolate Mints)
- Biscuits
- The Ais!

5 of my bad habits:-
- Hibernation
- Forgetful
- Shoppaholic
- Tak reti reti nak cakap ‘NO’
- Not a routine person

5 places I have lived in (or WILL live in):-
- Bangsar
- Petaling Jaya
- Rumah Opah
- Fiji
- Subang Jaya

5 jobs I've had:-
- Waitress kat Kedai Makan apa ntah nama kat OU
- Tukang buat air, food, jaga kaunter, kemas @ CoffeeBean
- Tukang bagi information kat Formula One

5 people i wanna tag:
Everyone who read this.

Tagged by Salmiyati

2008-09-19T12:20:00.002-07:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Sal Sal Salmiyati!

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
Rakan Bergay! Dia pun suka tidur kan kan

3. Your five impression of her/him?
Comel, Adorable, Humble, A Good Friend, Sempoi

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
Sangat banyak! Dy sayang dia. Rindu!

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
When she said she care about me, ohh! Terharu

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
Ajak kahwin kat Utara, Hehee

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
Kena selalu lagi senyum!

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
Gelek dia dengan tilam empuk!

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
Lawan tidur paling lama

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Nak rapat macam dulu.. Sobs

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
Down to earth

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Berapa kali nak tanya, tak tahu

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Hmm, still can't find any

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Ulang lagi sekali, Kuat Tidur

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Sudah sudah sudah.

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Hehee, you guys deserve a hug!

-Second Part-

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. iznie
2. bondiva
3. capix
4. ecah
5. syira
6. sheera
7. kamil
8. alan
9. mein
10. cik cha

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Hehee, ngak tahuu

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Definitely a female, hee

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Belum cuba belum tahu

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Alpha year! hahaa, Enjoy.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
During DJ's meeting, hehee "Hello! dance partner"

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Idk, but he definitely has a Rock Band!

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yes.

25. Will you woo no.3?
Big No-no

26. How about number 7?
Big No-no, haih! tak baik curang

27. Is no. 4 single?
Single i think! Lelong lelong, dia sangat adorable

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Hehee, tak tahuu. Sorry Syira

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Hehee, go to gigs

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Yes.

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
* Making Money University

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
I thought she's older than me

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
Hehee, dia sangat chumel! Ngah, saya straight!

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Putrajaya.

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Idk, hitam kot, dia sangat misteri kadang kadang

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Nope.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
He is the sexy!

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Ngak tahuu, tidur maybe.

Tagged by Faiz

2008-09-19T12:20:00.001-07:00

1. The person who tag/pass you is?
Faiz yang nak rambut emo tuu

2. Your relationship with her/him is?
Course mates

3. Your five impression of her/him?
Ada rambut emo
Buah hati nini
Ada baju kemeja sama
Jarang datang kelas DM
Down to earth!

4. The most memorable thing she/he had done for you?
Tiba tiba tegur time orang nak reverse kereta

5. The most memorable thing she/he had said to you?
DM belajar apa eh tadi?

6. If she/he become your lover you will?
Masak dengar lagu emo screamo hari hari

7. If she/he become your lover, thing she/he has to improve on will be?
Hahaa, sila err err, sila macho kan lagi diri

8. If she/he become your enemy, you will?
Ketuk guitar kapok kat kepala diaa

9. If she/he become your enemy, the reason will be?
Berebut kucing siam, hehehe

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her/him now is?
Nasihat supaya selalu datang kelas

11. Your overall impression of her/him is?
Berceloteh memanjang

12. How you think people around you will feel about you?
Err err, tak tahu

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
Hmm, in process of knowing myself

14. On the contrary, the character you hate yourself are?
Tidur itu nikmat

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
He’s already mine!

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Thank you, sangat terharu! I care & Love you too

-Second Part-

17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Ghazi
2. Naqi
3. Maher
4. Irwan
5. Fahmy
6. Sarah
7. Acip
8. Bahia
9. Sheila
10.Anna

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
Aah! Among the few close friends I carried since high school

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
Definitely a fee.. fee.. female-lah

20. If number 7. and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
Hahaa, you do the math

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Err I have no idea

22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
Masa singgah kelas dia yang gilaa sejuk

23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
Tak tahu, KRU kot

24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
Yes.

25. Will you woo no.3?
Big No-No

26. How about number 7?
Ahh! Big No-No

27. Is no. 4 single?
Single and available baby!

28. What is the surname of no.5?
Err Err Jepun!

29. What's the hobby of no.10?
Hmm, buat FA I think

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
Saling tak mengenali

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Making Money University

32. Talk something casually about no.1?
Gilaaa Gayyy!

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
She is my scandal baby! Hahaa

34. Where does no.9 live at?
Ampang

35. What colour does no.4 like?
Blue, I guess

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
Hahaa, Nope.

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
Hahaa, sexy kerr? Muka innocent habis!

38. What is no.6 doing now?
Hmm, asleep I assume.

Introducing; Nellie McKay

2008-09-16T11:41:00.000-07:00

Mr. Franko & I watched "PS; I Love You" the other day and we were so hooked up by this one soundtrack sang by Nellie McKay,
Thanks to moi darling, he went for a little hunting and tadaa!
There we are, downloading illegal videos from the World Wide Web
Merci Boucoup, Mozilla Download Helper!
Voilah! Hope you enjoy this petit vintage looking lady with a whole bag of attitude & talent!
Cheers!

Sold Out!

2008-09-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

Okay, this morning I browsed through a number of local independent clothing line. Let me refresh my mind for a second, Oh! yeah I went to check under Bijou Bazaar's blog, there is a lot to choose from and at this time of the year, you really don't want to waste your "Ka-Ching!" on something that you'll regret later. Well, so far I had a few things on consideration, I seriously don't want to buy unnecessarily. Here let me show you;

Adorable ehh? ahh! be surprise, it's only for RM65, I can't push that price, no doubt. BUT! unfortunately its currently SOLD OUT, but! but! I ask the sales person, she said she'll try to ask the supplier, if there's more, they'll let me know. Wish me luck baby! Im getting the one in black. Ohh! thats not the only thing I bumped into, theres also this one leather handbag/sling bag I loike, but before I go further, just to let you know It's already out of stock! but what the heck, let me show you anyway;

Apparently I forgot how much it is, too malas nak cari balik the links. Besides, It's SOLD OUT already, why bother, pfft! Dalam hati *ahh! s*** ahh, kalau dah sold out tu jangan lah tunjuk! buat orang sakit hati jaa!* hahaa. Oops! Its convenient, thts why i like it, as i said to Mr. Franko, "It works both way sayang, a handbag and a sling bag" In that case, I could be less lady-like whenever I want to and same goes the other way around, hehee. Ooh! then, I found Mr. Franko's shades, here look;

I bet you've guessed it, it's SOLD OUT alright. Price? RM15, Pity Mr Franko, dia baharu nak tempah, hehee, atleast now he understands how I feel looking at those alphabets that spelled out SOLD OUT! Aww! why do they have to put it all capital letters? in red in fact like
SOLD OUT!
dont you think it's a bit provoking? A bit teaser as well?, to me those two words sounds more like
"Hahahahahaa, padan muka engkau lambat tempah! Tak dapat beli!"

song;
Nice to Know You by Incubus
current mood;
Cari Gaduh Mood

Surveys!

2008-09-16T10:01:00.000-07:00

Ahh! U guys better help me, its for MCE baby!
Just a survey with less than 10 questions

Click! Click! Click!
MCE has made me gone crazy!

Thanks for your time darling, you've made my day.
Please forward to all your MUSICIAN friends! Tht includes if you're in a band!
(:

baru bangun tidur

2008-09-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

morning homosapiens! hee, currently in subang, baru bangun dr katil tilam yang empuk lagi sejuk ditiup air-cond 22 darjah celcius. hee, well hmm got up today called encik franko! (bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu, dia Adam) and bual bual, then tengok adik plak nangis, sebab bunda (bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu, dia Mama) paksa adik balik kampung buka puasa. hmm then sambung call encik franko! then bual bual! POOP! credit habis, then gosok gosok rambut tengok cermin, hari ni kena gi potong rambut, WAIT! hari ni kena pergi potong rambut, shit! ARRRGGGHHH! erk, nak potong rambut tapi tatau nak potong rambut macam mana.

then browse lah pertolongan internet, search for;

short hair for round face

(bagi sesiapa yang tak tahu, muka dy bulat!)

after a few minutes of browsing then, tadaa! I GOT DISTRACTED! by what? hmm..

hahaa, i love banks! nope, not tyra banks but banks! rather known as frindge. hmm hard to say, now im more confused! should i keep it long? or should i cut it? huaaaa GOSH! im bad at making decisions, whenever it comes to hair style, erk! but apa apa, ill still go for a hair cut, IM DEAD BORED OF MY HAIR!

AHHH! malas-lah fikir, main guitar hero lagi best!
oh guitar hero, saat ku berjauhan dengan mu terasa sunyi nya,
kini ku kembali,
ku kembali dr alam cyber yang panas lagi kering kontang,
tanpa mu, tiadalah entertainment-asi ku di sana
ayuhhh lah kita bersua,
lansung lupakan dunia, jauh ke alam
punat punat biru, kuning, merah, hijau dan oren warnanya
ohh, guitar hero
ohh, guitar hero!
hahaaa!

song;
Im Deft by DianaLudin
current mood;
Zombie-fied! Zapp! Zapp!

hot day

2008-09-08T01:24:00.000-07:00

Fuhh, Hot Sunny Day-Weh!

Morning;
Woke up at 847am, then i snoozed back to sleep till 900am, had a quick shower, definitely need to shampoo my hair today, and yeah rush back to my room, get ready and head to Yan's car at the guard house. Went to class, it was already around 915am, seems like we're late alright. Hahaa, hmm so guess what? Yan and I stood outside the class till class is over, just so we could sign our attendance and get a copy of assignment 2's briefing. Turns out that Anna and two other guys was there as well. Yeah, while we're outside we manage to write down some notes, which somehow we manage to peek through the door's small window hole, hee.

Afternoon;
We managed to sneak in the class while everyone was busy showing off their fireworks pictures to Che Mat. Got out attendance signed and decided to stay for awhile to see how Che Mat is reacting to their work. Dateline is next week, and figuring out that none of my pictures are credible enough to satisfy Che Mat, I would probably be hoping that I am rather sick or even worst! Dead by now.

A Few Minutes After Noon;
Yan and I started our adventure, our 'Photoshoots-for-Human-Factors-Major-Assignment-Adventure'. I have to admit it's bloody hot-weh! nak tak nak, we had to get it done with, dateline is on this coming Thursday. Hmm, so basically what we had to do was to stop and take pictures of signs, then later interpret it, but somehow most of our signs are road signs so we decided to make a 'short' stop at Masjid Putrajaya & Alamanda

A Few Hours After Noon;
We head back around 3pm, we just can't stand the soothing, delicious smell of Kenny Rogers as we walk through, plus, they aren't any good signs except for the toilets, parking, exit signs. Ahh! and my lips are crazily dry today! sangat exhausted! mengantuk! penat! banyak kerja! BLAHHHHH!

Currently;
Im at home now, im suppose to get a short nap, but i don't think things are going according to plans, ill be going off to the Bazaar in Putrajaya shortyly with my lovely room mate! whee! and later tonight im meeting up with Wawa, since he's around cyber for the night.

Dreadful Hours to Come;
*5 Screen Layouts for Digital Media*

ps; tadi jumpa Mama kat Bazaar! whee, seronot

song;
Dance With Me by HotHotHeat
current mood;
exhausted

sanjungku

2008-09-06T15:43:00.000-07:00

dedah sudah apa di rasa
dedah sudah apa di fikiran
biarpun lewat ku bersuara
namun jelas tiada ku berahsia

ku sanjung setiap kata
ku kagum segala ketulusan
tinggi penghayatan mu
tinggi lagi keikhlasan mu

usah hilang dari pandangan
usah jauh dari pegangan
kau masih ada di sini
kau tetap kan di sini, bukan?

detik kau beri gambaran
hilang kau dari kewujudan
hanya Maha Berkuasa sahaja yang mengerti
apa yang di damba
apa yang di ragut

my addiction

2008-09-06T14:52:00.000-07:00

I Introduce to you; My Addiction

Ohh, let me share something here,
I, Nordiana Ludin, loves to play videogames
looking back at my childhood years, thanks to my dad, who encouraged me to play videogame first thing in the morning. My dad, he'll make sure to switch on the Sega Game every time before going off to work, well back then it was all about the 2D games, which is still a hit nowadays.
hmm, i bet everyone, or atleast most of us here has played Mario Brothers or even Bomberman before
classic eh? NO DOUBT.

song;
The Metal by Tenacious D
current mood;
hyper!

2008-09-02T12:30:00.000-07:00

Happy.

2008-09-02T10:28:00.000-07:00

Happy, Let Us All Be Happy Now

What do i actually want in life? hmm, good question. Oh somebody please slap me or at least hand me a pack of marijuana! mind me, I'm in one of my mood swings, pfft! Here's my wish list of the day, just thought of sharing

1. I wish i had a whole stack of energy bar fr sahur y'day
2. I wish i knew tht no body is gonna come fr Computer Modelling earlier (except for the 5 students who came, including me)
3. i wish my Adobe Director would be kind enough to work right now after 8 times of reinstalling

Ahh! let's be out of the world a bit, lets do this wish thingy once again

1. I wish to quit my band.
2. I wish to stop listening to ppl who tells me what to do in life
3. I wish to stop being such a baby
4. I wish to not descriminate myself of being a 'girl'
5. I wish I install a freaking FRENCH DICTIONARY in my brain
6. I wish to stop smoking
7. I wish to not to do Computer Modelling!
8. I wish to break my fast today at home, hmm
9. I wish I could play 'Guitar Hero, Rock the World' this instant!
10. I wish i could go out for sahur and yet still be in bed sleeping
11. I wish i could give sheila a birthday peck! xoxo
12. I wish to rob a bank and buy myself a lot of hmm.. (tht i haven't figure out yet)
13. I wish I was somewhere else enjoying the sunset
14. I wish to listen to sad songs & just cry sampai penat, then tidur
15. I wish to eat proper food today, else then a bowl of maggi mee.
16. I wish i am not this frustrated about myself, consistantly
17. I wish i could appreciate myself better
18. I wish to go on a roller coaster sampai muntah, then laugh myself to sleep
19. I wish i wouldnt have treat him badly just because im in a swingy condition.
20. i wish to talk to him longer and say that im really sorry.

Moral of the day?
life is about making decisions by yourself for yourself.
(this refer to the picture above)
Take it from me, frankly it sounds odd that it took me awhile to think what i want to do in life
else than getting good grades & pleasing my folks
I want to do other things as well, that INTEREST ME, entirely.

song;
I Can't Take It by Tegan & Sara
current mood;
swing, swing, mood swings!

snap! snap! snap!

2008-08-24T13:52:00.000-07:00

snap! tadaa, pfft!
(it's not as easy as it sounds loike, trust me)

i introduce to you, talent A,
Sarah, my close friend from Subang
and talent B,
Adam, my dearest
thank you guys
only we know how hard was it to get the right picture at the right place
and the right TIME!

water fall @ sungai gabai
where i lost my tripod. Thanks to azah & her bf, they found it after a few days
and hand it back to me

song;
Samson by Regina Spektor
current mood;
sway

im back, ahaa PART TWO

2008-08-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

The Past One Month...

I went to watch "The Sex & The City" with Sarah & Nana at One Utama. This was while my so called sem-break
"no classes kids, but theres tons of assignment!'
enjoy your sem-break! NOT, pfft.

And I went to watch Butterfinger the following day. Hmm, think it was on Thursday at Laundry,The Curve

I went to capzooed on Saturday & Sunday. And guess who performed? Yupp, Kokokaina.
Unfortunately her Ukulele was broken, so basically all the songs she sang was the ones without the ukulele. Sadly, but she sang 'Poppy'.

And that was the first time Adam & I actually watched her live.

There was also other performers, like
'The Otherside Orchestra'

The Otherside Orchestra again..

Ohh, the eye candy of the day! He can totally dance okayy!

And there was 'Estrella' It was pretty entertaining

And ohh yeah! Sarah was there too cause' she had to sleep over at my place on Sunday due to the photoshoot on Monday. In this picture, well shes just doing what she does best
"gossiping"
strictly gossip, ahaa!

and
Frasa performed as well..

Voilah, moi Adam

Flop

Yas

Asrap

Fahmi

And look came, Syazwan Iylia! Setelah sekian lama merajuk

Recently, I followed Adam and his band to an interview at xfresh fm. Aah! i saw hitz fm's studio, light fm's studio mix fm and much more, it was interesting. Annoyed by this one dj tho, pfft. Trust me, u'll get annoyed as well

Recently, I went to suprise Adam by taking him to watch Mocca at Zouk, Kuala Lumpur. He had no idea we were going there till he asked, you should see the look he gave me, hahaha!

Well, as we reached there, it was already 9 something, had to say, we were rushing alright. As we arrived at the front door they won't let us in. Pfft!

Then I called Kas's friend and guess what, we got in through the back door, and there was Mocca already performing their 2nd song but it was fantastic knowing that we were super duper close beside the stage

we had the chance to meet them in person and yeah took pictures together. Ohh, the drummer was really laid back, he can actually smoke while playing

At the end of the show, we just realized the place we were standing while watching was practically for Artist & Media only. Well that pays off for the late entry. The best feeling is to tell Adam we're actually going to watch Mocca. The expression is simply priceless! And the fact that we had fun! loike totally, hahaha

And that is just half of the fun i shared, all the beautiful moments..
ahh, good question! lock in my head.
crack me! heee, fact; most of my time are fully occupied, blame the ASSIGNMENTS!

song;
You Only Live Once by The Strokes
current mood;
Awake

im back! ahaa

2008-08-19T22:20:00.000-07:00

Okay, okayyyyy! i know ive not been updating my blog for a month now, since i heard complains now, hahaa! thanks guys fr the note btw, and im very very very sorry! well too much things happen too short of time to even explain, well why don't i start with what happens today?

Today, I went to submit my assignment 3 for Design Process for Digital Media at Mr.Bad's room, had to rush tho, gosh! am i always late? hahaaa. You guys would probably wondering whats assignment 3 and whats Design Process for Digital Media and who is Mr.bad? Hahaa alright alright ill take my time to explain here. Assignment 3 is what you're seeing up there, yupp! 3 screen layouts which i did according to the design hierarchy that we're suppose to follow, you know.. what is the main point? what is the secondary point? body text? and etc. And.... Mr Bad is our lecturer for this subject. Mr Bad is not as 'bad' as his name sounds but yeah! as Sheila said, you cant go on without liking him, he is really soft- spoken & considerable, not that i annoyed him with my calls for the assignment but yeah! he's totally cool. WAIT! did i just said he's cool? i never come across a cool lecturer, hahaa! and that goes in DIANA's FIRST THINGS list, hehee Mr Bad as the 'First Cool Lecturer' nominated by Diana! tadaa.

Anyway hope you enjoyed reading this 'im back ahaa' journal, i promise to put more up to date. To catch things up let me just put some pictures of what i did, where i go for the past 1 month! hee.

ps; Ohh yeah, one more thing! i miss my Mr Franko Bambino El Passo,ahaa! he caught a cold, sobsob

song;
Seaglupor by Sigur Ros
current mood;
Bored

sejauh mana

2008-06-10T17:15:00.000-07:00

aku terima
hakikat terangnya siang
gelapnya malam
pudarnya pandangan
celiknya kebuntuan

aku terima
hakikat hilangnya masa
ruginya kata kata
tiada guna renung sahaja
kembalinya tidak juga

aku terima
hakikat cacatnya perbuatan
buasnya pemikiran
terlintas seakan sengaja
bertanya pula kenapa

aku terima
hakikat ikhlasnya sentuhan
sinisnya pura pura
manusia tetap manusia
akhirnya akan rebah juga

aku terima
hakikat derasnya keinginan
tepisnya angan angan
coretan tak pernah berubah
begitu sahaja sampai bila bila

aku terima
hakikat indahnya takdir
ringannya bahasa di bibir
apa gerangan yang kau cari
membuta hasil lupa diri

aku terima
hakikat kecilnya ku berdiri
besarnya tanggungan diberi
tak ke mana, aku tetap di sini
sampaikan punah
dosa dosa di atas bahu ini

totally random

2008-06-10T15:24:00.000-07:00

Okay, this is totally random

but
i miss these moments!

From left: danial, uncle amy, irwan, sheila
Bottom: me, acipput

Everyone was running for every cameras flashing
hahaaa, insane! i know

hahaa, look at uncle amy
the one laying down on the floor

a picture with an indo band
gosh! i forgot the band's name
my bad! but look at that guy's shoes man!

We spotted Jaclyn Victor right before we all left
ahaa, apa lagi?
hahahaa

From left: sheila, me, nazira

ps; these pictures were taken during Ikon Asean 2007
thanks to rid for the invitations.
Somehow we (OAG supporters) felt like we're related in a way
especially since we're in the same color tee's & songkok
hahaa! i honestly don't know what happen
but hell-yeah! its a great experience

song;
Miracle by Paramore
current mood;
take me back to these wonder moments!

thanks! you guys made my day

2008-06-03T13:08:00.000-07:00

31th May 2008
Supernova Independent Festival
Sarah, Uzair, Me, Eisha, Shayna, Ali and kawan Ali

for whom it may concern;
these kids you call just a waste of time
are
the main reason we're still standing till this very day

thank you
at this moment
you guy just don't know how much we need the support

song;
dance fever by the overdose *fading in*
current mood;
blessed

crap?!

2008-06-02T19:51:00.000-07:00

LEO

Pisces may at first seem to need protecting, or Mothering, and this could be the attraction for Leo. Leo will get a big surprise when Pisces suddenly becomes positive and takes the actions necessary on his/her own behalf. If Leo persists, and involves him or herself with unstable Pisces in a long term relationship; this can have drastic effects on Leo, as Leo always likes to know exactly where he/she stands in any situation. Both are vain, and both share the love of extravagant clothing, but that is about as far as the sharing will go.

Pisces is generous with love and attention, but on occasions will turn Leo off and retreat into a small quiet world all his/her own, while he/she works out a problem or makes a solitary decision. Leo will feel puzzled, hurt, left out, and frustrated at this kind of treatment. Leo is apt to throw him/herself into a round of parties and friends in order to combat those feelings, which in turn, puzzles and irritates Pisces. In this relationship it is Leo who will wind up deeply hurt, and a nervous wreck as the ability of Pisces to put that well-known Piscean intuition to work can disconcert Leo, as Leo will have no secrets from this person.

The bedroom activities could make or break this union as both are highly sexed and will enjoy the time spent together here. To keep Leo happy, Pisces must learn to control his/her changeable moods and keep them out of their love life, and if Leo can accept a weaker sign as a mate, then it might work out. Definitely not a match made in Heaven.

How do you see Leo? As someone to look up to and adore; you'll even put up with being bossed around a little when you bask in the warm glow of Leo's love.

How does your Leo partner see you? As someone who will willingly give them the praise and worship they need if they are convinced you truly love them.

How to make things better: Don't ever hold back from letting Leo know how much you care about them. Enjoy having your own ego boosted by such a forceful sign.

what's your sign? ver2.0

2008-06-02T19:26:00.000-07:00

Leo
July 23 - August 22
Possible positive aspects of the sign Leo:

poised
confident
loyal
sincere
good organizer
proud
dignified
enthusiastic
ambitious
colorful
self assured
outgoing
impulsive
expansive
authoritative
affectionate

You are highly dramatic and like to be center stage. Leo likes luxury and pleasure and is willing to pay the price for it. You expect praise and you give praise.

Possible negative aspects of the sign Leo:

You can be jealous, arrogant, vain, self centered, and a show-off demanding attention. You are flashy, domineering, and snobbish, and have feelings of superiority over others.

People Related;
My Mom
Mr Adam
Irwan *since he mentioned it

what's your sign?

2008-06-02T19:16:00.000-07:00

Pisces
February 20 - March 20
Possible positive aspects of the sign Pisces:

emotional
ultra-sensitive
easy going
self sacrificing
sympathetic
understanding
sociable

Pisces is an excellent host or hostess. Pisces finds it hard to make decisions because they see all sides to the question. Worry plagues you. You are merciful, obliging, charitable, artistic, with a good sense of color. Pisces will see only the good in others.

Possible negative aspects of the sign Pisces:

You can be lazy, self centered, pulled in two directions, a procrastinator, and a day dreamer. Pisces has "weird" experiences, and is often confused.

People Related;
Me!

next event

2008-06-02T18:48:00.000-07:00

presenting
the overdose's next up coming event
pfft.
hope this time it'll be less bitter.
frankly, if it wouldn't be for those out there hearing us
we wouldn't stand this far.
from where we are, i bet
it's just good enough to tell a tale to my grand kids
later in life
but i wouldn't want to end this part of story
just yet
***

song;
dance fever by the overdose *fading out*
current mood;
holding on

a sudden trip to the breeze

2008-06-02T17:28:00.000-07:00

hello there,
dear love.

care for a minute on an amazing ride with me?
on a sudden surprise
full of stars & breeze
countless emotion as it seems
do i miss you this much?
do i fear the distance
which grows only in my dream?

stay.
can you dear?
stay.
for how long it takes
before time would truly tell
we are for eternity
stay.
as we count our steps,
through our coming days
with our very own
tap, tap, tap
***

leave me with all the smiles,
that reminds me
of the first fall on my knee.
the red cheek i had to hide,
as my fingers lingers between yours
really tight.

song;
Backpacking Around Europe by Yuna
current mood;
smiles through my sleep
(:

it's been awhile

2008-05-26T11:23:00.000-07:00

what makes this different than the other dates?
well, idk.
certainly there should be an explaination
how far cn this be true?
well, idk.
walking fr hours in a shopping mall
with a pair of 2inch heels
under my foot
ahaa, nothing to complain here
i had a hell lot of fun
yeah! it's been awhile
maybe i just miss the 'ol days
where i would hv nothing to worry about
i gotta to admit
my mind set has changed

FROM
MONEY = SHOPPING

TO
MONEY = ASSIGNMENTS

pfft.
well, at this point
no matter wht i gotta hv tht top from topshop
ahaa, tht checked black-red one
oh yeah! maybe i'll rather get myself a pair of jeans first
REALLY in a state of needing them

somehow, mr.diana & ms.adam managed to try on a few clothes on
SNAP, SNAP, SNAP
ok, we're done
NEXT SHOP please! ahaa
you see, you dnt need money to wear brand new clothes
winkwink.
it's like playing dress up
that's gd enough fr those whose been keeping dust bunnies in their pocket
like us, ahaa!
our journey took us to a few more shops like
POLO, and GAP
*fyi; mr.diana tried this one blue top frm GAP, he looks loike WOAHHH!
ahh, okay okay let's end the shopping part!
im sorry.

JEGUWWD! (the sound iron man made right before he flies)
ahaa, iron man.
the REASON we decided to make a date
on the first place
after hearing a few of my friends talking about the movie
&&&
it has been ages since i last watched a movie
aftyer all this while, i've been stickin' my head
straight on my finals & RE-SUBMITION
ehem

but somehow i think we both deserve a break
okay, we're finally at the cinema
the first 30 minutes of the movie was okay
but i was so looking forward fr the best part tht
i just can't find any
somehow, at one time i asked myself
"where is this story going?"
then after an hour pass by

...

"ohh! okay, nw im starting to loike this movie, this finally make sense"
wht caught us on the other hand was this
old guy sitting in a row infront of us;
STRANGE part is
half way thru the movie he moved from his seat to a few seats beside me
he's lost, PERHAPS
he was sitting with his family, c'mon!
no way he could lost his way bck to his seat
we just couldn't bare hw hilarious he is
especially theres this one time, he stared at us
with this weird, flexible-face look
hahaa!

conclusion of the movie;
IRON MAN, he certainly has a nice ass
full stop.

the suit i mean
fullstop.

and
IT"S A GREAT MOVIE
its the crowd tht made it a bit low
im sure if they could just be normal enough to laugh
when IT'S FUNNY
it'll be SPLENDID

As i realized,
it wouldn't be a day to remember IF theres no;
Mr. Engku Abdullah Hanis, my one and only
as much as i didnt mention the other things we did else than wht stated above
everything was perfecto
and i hv to admit
i miss you Adam, very much
maybe thts the only reason why i just feel like writting this
smile.
unfortunately, we didnt had any pictures
BUT!
atleast i hv another picture on wht he wore on the date
ehee, i knw i sound pathetic
BUT!
it means to me tho

yupp, im sure he wore this.
okay, lif i were to look at myself from far;
YEAH! i would totally laugh.
haih, i dnt care
say anything you want

ENDING this would be hard 'cause
first;
i suck at writting blogs

second;
the fun & wonderous moment does not ends there, never will

so, before i make a fool of outta myself
looking all *clumsy-ly in love
*ohh did i mention i almost fell? ahaa, you dnt wanna knw
i shall end my story here

thank you, Love
thank you, Adam
thank you, Engku Abdullah Hanis
till then;
JEGUWWD~

song;
all the happy songs that jiggles a heart to smile
current mood;
JEGUWWD~

Escapism

--

This Sorrow

Stupidity

Hilang 2

Hilang

1909

Maybe One Day :)

Backpacking Around Europe Lyrics

The List

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Hello Stranger

Drought

_

Internship

Evol

After A While

Rindu

Hello, Gamma!

Need to buy list, hee.

eye ROCK am am you?

I am so GATAL!

How Powerful Is Football?

Bye Bye Beta

Bitterheart by Zee Avi

The Dy's Mafia Gang, Hehee

Zombie Season!

Moi Tajol

Happy Nineteen-Ohh-Three-Ohh-One

Cycle

Hello Is This The Band @ Penang

Board Game Anyone?

Thoughtful.

Hello February

So I'm A Fish

nouvelle année heureuse

Hello stranger

Blabbers

And So It Was True.

Raya Haji

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"I will never be ready for this change"

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